“I didn’t say that.”
I’m acutely aware of my pulse quickening, of my heartbeat racing to get out of my chest.I yearn to hold his hands in mine.We’re alone in the street, the two of us illuminated by the streetlights.
“Would you…would you date a guy?”
“Yeah,” I say, almost whispering.
“Would you kiss a guy?”
“The right guy, yeah.”
We move closer to each other.
“Would you kiss me?”My heart races, time stands still, and I see the glint in his eyes.He wants this as much as me.I’m breathless.I’m tethered to the spot.I’m weightless.I’m moving closer.And so is he.There’s a paper-thin gap between us now, and my heart leaps in anticipation.
I close the gap and push my lips onto his.He pushes his onto mine and his tongue roams my mouth.I deepen the kiss, my tongue intertwining with his.My hands grip the back of his head, and he moans softly.
He pulls away, gasping for air.
“We can’t do this,” he says, “not here.”
“You’re right.Wanna go to my hotel room?”
“More than anything.”His eyes have taken on a darker color, and a mischievous smirk flashes on his lips, making my insides twitch with delight.
His lips caress mine for one more fleeting moment, and then we head to my hotel.This is not how I imagined this night to go.Hoped?Yes.Believed?No.
Chapter 7
Kyle
As soon as the door to his fancy hotel closes, his lips are on mine again.I welcome them—despite some internal thoughts telling me to stop—and he presses his larger body against mine, pinning me to the wall.I let out a groan against his ear, and he responds by deepening the kiss before taking his shirt off.
In a matter of moments, our clothes are a tangled mess on the floor, and our tongues are entwined in our mouths.This is unlike anything I’ve ever felt before.In the past, when I hooked up with a guy—before I was semi-famous, that is—it was a quick shag or a blow job, and that was it.On the rare occasion there was kissing, it was subpar at best.
But kissing AJ, it feels right.Maybe it’s due to our shared history or maybe because he’s so fucking hot, I’m not sure.My dick is pulsing in my boxers, wanting to break free.I look down and see that AJ’s dick is just as hard as mine.I catch him staring at mine.“Do you want a word with my cock?”I ask.
“Yes,” he says, and kneels down, slowly taking off my boxers.My dick stands to attention, and he takes it in his mouth greedily.I grab the back of his head and thrust my cock into his mouth.He groans at this and swallows me all the way to the base.I struggle to stand, now holding his head for balance as he continues to take my sizable length.
“Slow down, I’m going to come,” I pant, but he speeds up, and I jerk my body with the best orgasm I’ve ever had.To my surprise, he swallows it all, and then kisses me on the lips, his tongue searching for mine once more.I fall back onto his bed, unable to move.
“Fucking hell,” I groan.
“Was that okay?”he asks, a little sheepishly, his cock still pressing against the waistband of his black Calvin Kleins.
“Okay?AJ, that was incredible.”His cheeks flush red.“Now, get your arse onto this bed, it’s your turn.”
A devilish grin plays on his lips as he crawls onto the bed.I slide his boxers down and discover that Aaron AJ Johnson is a mouthful in more ways than one.
He falls onto the bed after his climax, and we stare at each other.His earthy brown eyes are searching mine.His hands roaming my hair.My heart is back to a steadier pace, and my brain is wondering what the fuck I have done.
“I hope you don’t think this is the reason I wanted to meet up with you?I did actually have a great time catching up at the pub and I have missed seeing you every day.Like, we went from being inseparable for twelve years to barely seeing each other in eight,” he says, searching my eyes for something, anything.I give him a smile.
“I think we more than made up for it, don’t you?”
He leans into me, resting his head on my chest.“I’ll tell you what, though, I never thought you were gay—wait…” He sits up; suddenly his eyes are wide, “You are gay, right?This isn’t some sort of jock kink thing?”
I kiss him on the neck and trail kisses up to his mouth.“I’m gay.Always have been.Never thought you were though.”It comes out like a growl, and he leans into me some more.
