“I have. I don’t have anything.”
“Then we don’t have to use a condom.” I looked up at him through my lashes, watching as his throat worked. “If you’re okay with that.”
His cheeks darkened and he kissed me again before answering. “I’m okay with it. More than okay with it.” His voice was low in a way I’d never heard before, and it made my skin erupt in gooseflesh.
“Then fuck me, Theo.”
“Not yet.” When I frowned, he added, “We’re working up to it.”
“And what are you planning to do?”
“Just hang on.”
He moved downward and my body shivered in anticipation. I knew what his mouth had felt like when he went down on me. I wanted to be fucked, but this also was something I wouldn’t complain about.
I let out a gasp when his mouth covered my clit, eyes slipping shut as I gave into the sensation. I was already building to something from the way his mouth moved.
But he’d said he wanted to work up to fucking me. And I realized what he had planned the second one of his fingers brushed my core.
Theo was gentle with it, not rushing to get inside like some other men would. His finger slowly entered. My body didn’t reactlike I wanted it to. I was so into this. There was no way I wanted to stop, yet I tensed anyway.
“Sorry. I’ll get over it.”
“It’s okay,” he said. “This is why I wanted to take it slow.”
“Is this where you tell me ‘I told you so’?”
“The only kind of man who tells a woman ‘I told you so’ while fingering them is a single one. I’m not an idiot.”
I laughed. “I love that about you.”
“And you’re loosening up.” He pressed a kiss to my hip. “This is new, so I want to go slow.”
“Things being inside of me isnotnew.”
“With another person.”
“But it’s you. I do trust you.”
“So trust me to do this right, love.”
Theo had one hell of a point, and I nodded. His mouth covered my clit again and he slowly started moving.
My core relaxed the rest of the way.
One finger already felt unreal, and it took me a moment to adjust as he slowly went deeper. It was like that when I was alone too, but a lot of the time I pushed past the pain to get to the pleasure.
And after what I’d read online, I figured my first time would be the same.
I should have known that Theo would never do that to me.
“More,” I whispered.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. I need it.”
He hummed and added another finger, pausing when I tensed. But the second one was better than the first, and this time, he curled his fingers upward and hit a new part of me.
