“Fuck,”I groaned as I moved my hips, uselessly chasing a feeling that was going to catch me anyway.
And I was right. Heat blossomed from my core with each ofhis movements and it grew to the point that everything else faded away. My back arched and I slipped into another dimension; feeling was the only thing I could do. It was incredible in a way I could never achieve on my own, and for once, my thoughts were silent.
But when I did finally come back into myself, I wanted one thing.
“Okay, are we ready now?”
“Was that not good?”
“Theo, it was incredible, but I need you. I’ve been waiting for way too long.”
“Got it,” he said as he made his way back up to my lips.Finally, he lined himself up with me, the head of his cock right at my opening.
I was still sensitive, but was also wetter than I’d ever been.
Theo pressed in just slightly, and I knew this was about to wreck me in the way I needed it to.
“God,” I said. “Keep going.”
“Love, you’re tense again. I can feel it.”
I let out a whine. “It feels good.”
“I know, but I don’t want it to be too much that it ruins this for you. Just take a second. Breathe through it.”
I bit my lip, tempted to ignore what he was saying. But I took stock of myself. His cock was barely pressed into me, and that felt incredible.
Unfortunately, he was right about the rest of me. I was tense, and even though I was trying to ignore it, fear made my fingertips tingle.
I sucked in air, gazing up at Theo. He was patient, as always, and the sight of him reminded me of all the things he’d done to make me trust him. How he was still doing those things even now.
“There you go.”
“Thank you,” I said. “That was what I needed.”
“Any time.” He kissed me once more before pressing in farther. My legs tightened around him as I welcomed him inside of me. There was a slight pain that I was tempted to ignore, but he stopped just in time to give me a moment.
I only felt pleasure when he resumed.
The second he was fully seated, I was gasping for breath. For so long, I never had an idea of what this would feel like, being completely intertwined with another person, but it was better than I could have ever imagined.
Tears sprang forward.
Theo saw them immediately.
“Are you?—”
“I’m happy,” I said. “So happy that I can do this.”
Understanding dawned on his face and he kissed my forehead, something that felt just as intimate as what we were also doing.
“I’m okay. Back in the mood now.”
“Are you sure?”
“Very sure.” Emotion was fading, replaced by the heat of him being inside of me. When he finally moved, it all rushed back and words were lost to feeling.
I wrote a lot of dirty talk into my romance books, but there was no room for that. There was onlyhim. One day, I’d try to do it, but for now, I could only feel him.
