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I didn’t open it.I didn’t need to.I could read the header through the clear plastic sleeve on top: CIVIL PETITION, and below it, my name in the same font my father’s law firm had used for every document that had ever decided anything about my life.I had no doubt whatever was inside would hold my father’s signature.Possibly my mother’s as well.They would do whatever it took to put me back under their control.

“I’m not coming with you, Grant.”

I said it flat.No tremor.My voice came out steadier than I’d expected, which was its own small victory.

Grant’s mouth did something that wasn’t a smile.“The situation has escalated.Your parents are very concerned.They’ve signed off on every page of that petition.The courts will view this favorably if you come voluntarily.If you don’t --”

“That’s enough.”

Rogue’s voice came from my left.I hadn’t seen him move.He’d been across the room talking to one of the locals, his back to the door, and now he was beside me.He took a step forward, hands fisted at his sides.

I put my hand flat against his chest.

His heart was hammering under my palm.I could feel it through the flannel, fast and hard, the rhythm of a man holding himself at the edge of something he didn’t want to be holding.My fingers spread wide against the warm fabric.I pressed, gently.Not pushing him back.Asking him to wait.

He went still.

I held his gaze for a beat -- long enough for him to read what was there, which was not fear and not hesitation but a decision I’d made somewhere between those first few days with him and this folding table in a rented room on the edge of Nashville.His jaw worked once.Then he nodded, a small downward tilt of his chin that saidI hear you.

Grant clocked the gesture.

I saw it happen -- the shift in his eyes, the thin smile that crossed his face for half a second before he smoothed it back into concern.He’d read it as hesitation.The girl putting her hand on the man’s chest to calm him, the old dynamic, the one where I was the reasonable one restraining the dangerous one.He thought I was buying time.He thought I was scared.

He was wrong.

I picked up the folder.

The plastic sleeve was cool under my fingers.I opened it -- casually flipping through, just enough to confirm what I already knew was there.The petition.The notarized statement.My parents’ signatures, side by side at the bottom of a page that described me as a vulnerable young woman in the thrall of criminal elements.I looked at my mother’s handwriting for a long moment.The flowing script.The particular loop of the L in her name that I’d traced with my finger on birthday cards when I was small enough to believe the words written inside them.

I set the folder back on the table.

My chin came up.I felt the cut shift across my shoulders as I straightened, the weight of the leather settling into a new position against my back.

“I’m not going anywhere, Grant.Not with you.Not today.”

Something changed in his face.

It was fast.A tightening around the eyes -- not a flinch, nothing that dramatic, just the subtle recalibration of a man whose script had encountered a line it wasn’t written to handle.His jaw went still.Completely still, the way concrete goes still when it’s set.For three seconds he didn’t blink, didn’t breathe, didn’t do anything but look at me with the pale blue eyes that had watched me from across dinner tables and dressing rooms and the threshold of a bridal suite where I’d stood in a gown I hadn’t chosen.

He leaned in.

Close enough that I could smell his cologne and that made my stomach turn.His voice dropped to a register meant for me alone.

“Your family has already signed off on this, Lennox.Every page.Your father.Your mother.They’ve put their names on paper saying you’re not in your right mind.You have nothing.No support, no resources, no one who believes you except the men in this room who are using you for whatever this is.”His breath was warm against my ear.“Stop embarrassing yourself in front of these people.Get in the car.We can still fix this before it becomes something you can’t take back.”

I maintained eye contact with him.

I didn’t move back.Not an inch.My feet were planted on the linoleum of a rented event space, ten miles from the compound where I’d fixed a motorcycle with grease under my nails and slept in a bed that smelled like cedar and motor oil, and I did not move.

“You should go,” I said.

For a long moment he didn’t speak, didn’t blink, didn’t do anything but look at me with the quiet assurance of a man unaccustomed to being denied.

Then he straightened his jacket, one smooth motion, and stepped back.

“Your choice,” he said.Quiet.Final.

He didn’t look at Rogue.He didn’t look at the folder.He just turned, signaled his men with a nod so slight I almost missed it, and walked toward the door with the same measured stride he’d used coming in, the silver at his temples catching the fluorescents as he passed beneath them.