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“Now stop running the board. Be still. Let me dream about something that isn’t a war.”

I pull her in. She fits against me as she has since the first time and will until the last, and below us the unreal city burns gold. The war is still there. The hub. The sealed room I can’t name. The candle and the furnace. The guess I’m staking an army on at dusk. But she’s warm against me and certain in a place I’m not, and for the length of one dream I let her certainty stand in for mine.

We walk in. We find out. We walk out. We end it.

The simplest plan I have ever been handed. Four sentences. No contingencies, no fallback positions, no measured margins for error. I’ve built a career on complexity, on the layered approach, on calculated force against assessed threats. And the best plan I’ve heard in all that time came from a woman who fights in her sleep, solves problems with her hands, and has never once waited for conditions to be perfect before she moved.

The markers fade. The bond takes the city back, smoothing the false streets until nothing remains of the war I projected onto them. The parapet softens. The wind. The moon that was never real, taking the last of the light with it.

We sleep. The bond stays open. Tomorrow comes either way.

It is the simplest plan anyone has ever given me, and the only one I believe tonight.

Chapter

Three

The compound wakes at dusk. I’ve been up with the daylight, and I spend the first ten minutes of everyone else’s morning deciding I’m not afraid, which is how I always know I am.

Maximus is already up, already dressed, already still. He watches me lace my boots and does not ask if I’m sure. He stopped asking. Smart man.

“The four today,” I say. “Then Simone. Then we move.”

The drag is quiet this evening. Under my navel, where the two of them live, there’s nothing but the ordinary weight I’ve been calling the pregnancy and now know to call something else.Behave.The drag doesn’t answer.

Marcellus, Julian, and Mira are already in the conference room when we come in. Maximus told them to be here.

I don’t sit. I put my hands flat on the back of a chair, and I say it plain, how I’d want it told to me.

“I’m pregnant. Twins.”

Nobody moves. Nobody says anything.The warmer hums somewhere down the hall. The conference room is cold. It’s always cold, the ventilation running too hard for a room that was never designed for conversations like this one, and the overhead lights are the flat institutional white, and under them three people who have risked their lives on my word are staring at me, and for once none of them has anything to say.

Mira opens her mouth and closes it without a word. Her hand finds the back of the chair in front of her.

Marcellus’s eyes drop to my middle and come back up. Julian doesn’t move at all. Nobody asks if I’m sure. Nobody asks how. All three of them are looking at me with the same look. I wore it myself, in Elena’s exam room.

It’s Julian who finds words first.

“Vampires don’t conceive.” Flat. “The species isn’t alive. There is no mechanism. There has never once been a…”

“I know,” I say. “I’ve been an anomaly since Konstantin’s table. Maximus and I have both been one since the bond. No other vampire on earth has a heartbeat, Julian. You’ve heard ours. You’ve felt the heat coming off me. You rewrote our defense models when he started walking in daylight. This is just the newest rule to go.”

He doesn’t argue.

Then I give them the rest.

“Last night something went through me that wasn’t mine. It reached into Maximus while he was lying next to me and started mapping how to take him apart, and I hauled it back. Barely.” My hands stay flat on the chair. “The twins have telekinesis of their own. It isn’t mine and it doesn’t need mine. It’s stronger than mine, and the only road it has into the world is through me, up the same channels my gift uses. It moves when it wants to. If it surges in the field, it grabs whatever’s nearest before I’ve chosen anything, and in a live assault, whatever’s nearest could be any of you standing three feet from me.”

The second silence is longer than the first.

Marcellus breaks it. His jaw tightens, a fraction, gone before it finishes.

“You’re carrying the only children our kind has ever made into a live assault.”

“I am.”

“I’d pull any other asset off the roster for less.” He holds my eyes while he says it, level, no apology in it. He owes me the objection, and I’d think less of him without it.