I nod, pushing inside as slow as I can, watching his face as his grip on my arms tightens to make sure I’m not hurting him. But he never tells me to stop, finally exhaling when I’m fully inside.
“Fuck, that feels weird,” he says, shifting in a way that has me clenching my teeth so I don’t come right then and there.
Once I get myself under control and I take in his words, it dawns on me, with my cock already inside of him, thathe may have never done this before. He always seemed so… knowledgeable.
“Will… have you ever…?”
He shakes his head, his lip between his teeth again, looking up at me, taking my cock for the first time—
I take a deep breath, staring down at this beautiful man, who didn’t even tell me this was his first time.Don’t come. Don’t come. “Are you okay?”
His hands slide from my arms to my back, pulling me down so our foreheads touch. “I’m fine. C’mon. Fuck me, Doc.”
I follow his command, entering him slowly, aware of how intense the first time feels. I’m not as big as he is, totally average in that regard, but I’m bigger than my fingers, and I don’t want to do too much too fast.
He doesn’t seem to share the same sentiment, because when I find the right angle, he throws his head back, moaning loud enough that the neighbors definitely hear, his fingers digging into my shoulders. “There,” he says, breathless. “Right there. Again.”
True to his word, he doesn’t help at all, lying there as I thrust into him, doing nothing when I change the position, getting on my knees and holding his legs open for better access.
And so I can watch.
“Harder,” he says, gripping his thighs. “Nolan—”
The bed moves with us, the headboard knocking against the wall, and I think maybe I should be concerned, but I’m finding that I don’t give a single shit. Let them hear. Let the whole damn town hear Will Davis falling apart underneath me. I did that. I made him make those sounds.
“Fuck,” he says, over and over, his usual dirty talk turning into senseless rambling. “Fuck, fuck—”
I shift my angle, thinking maybe I can do better. And I’m rewarded with his eyes flying open with a sharp gasp, his handreaching for the pillow under his head, squeezing it in his fists. “There,” he gasps. “More,oh my god—”
I keep the angle as I grip his hips, pulling him closer so I can get deeper. He falls apart on my cock in slow motion, his eyes going heavy, the words turning into high-pitched moans, over and over. The only thing keeping me from coming when he clenches around me is that I need him to come more than I need anything else.
That’s my single mission.
“I’m close. Need to—” He reaches down between us for his neglected cock, but I bat his hand away, taking him in my own hand instead, stroking him in time with my thrusts.
Once I get my hand around him, his body goes tight, clenching around me hard enough that I’m right there with him, collapsing forward, burying my face in his shoulder as my vision whites out and I fill the condom for what feels like forever.
His hand lands on the back of my head at some point, fingers twisting around the curls that have formed from sweat, and that’s how we stay for who knows how long.
Just breathing.
The motel room is quiet as we settle, only the muffled sounds of cars passing by, lulling us into a relaxed, almost sleep.
At some point, I roll to the side, while he stays on his back, staring up at the ceiling. “Dude,” Will says when I take his hand. “That was really good.”
“I’m glad you enjoyed it.”
He turns his head to look at me, a look of disbelief on his flushed face. “I didn’t think you had that in you.”
“Why not?”
“You’re all—” He waves the hand I’m holding around like I’m supposed to know what that means. “Uptight. Figured you’d be bad in bed.”
I frown, pulling away from him, rolling onto my back. “Well, that’s rude.”
He follows me, resting his weight on his forearms, and looking down at me, his eyelashes catching in the rays of sun from between the curtains, turning almost blonde. When he leans down, brushing his lips against mine, I let him, unable to pull away even though he insulted me.
He licks into my mouth, his tongue sliding against mine, while he puts more of his weight on top of me, leading the kiss. And as much as I like taking charge every now and then, I missed this too.
