Page 5 of The Feast of Us

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The words should provide comfort, should echo our own determination for justice. Instead, they make something coldcrawl up my spine like ice water. There's no heat in her promise, no passion driving the vow. Just cold certainty that speaks of decisions already made, plans already forming in directions I'm not sure I understand.

"The trail will be cold," Thorrin observes.

Kaerith's lips curve in something that might once have been called a smile. "Not for me. I can track them. I know their methods now. I know where they'll go next."

His heart-light flares brighter, gold deepening to burnished copper shot through with crimson that pulses like arterial flow. The kind of light I've seen only during hunts, when predatory instincts override everything else and reduce the world to simple equations of hunter and prey.

But we're not talking about hunting animals for food. We're talking about hunting killers for revenge.

The distinction should matter more than it seems to.

They comfort us with words about justice and retribution, about tracking enemies and settling debts. But underneath their sympathy runs something that measures our loss in terms of tactical advantage rather than emotional devastation.

When they leave—melting back into the forest with the same silent coordination that brought them—I'm left with the disturbing certainty that the friends who came to mourn aren't quite the same people who arrived at this graveside.

Something in them has crystallized. Hardened. Sharpened into shapes I don't recognize and aren't sure I want to understand.

The changes are subtle now. Small alterations in how they speak about violence, how they plan response to threat, how they look at the prices we might have to pay for safety.

But seeds of transformation have been planted in the fertile ground of grief and rage.

And I have the terrible feeling they're already beginning to grow.