Leaving my hand where she put it, I rub my thumb up and down against her skin. I bring my other hand around the back of her neck, cupping it. My thumb presses against her pulse.
It’s beating wildly.
I stare into her eyes.
I need to know she really wants this.
I’m so nervous with her. All my confidence is gone. I’ve got nothing.
I’m never nervous with a woman.
But with her, I am. Because she means so much to me.
I don’t want to fuck this up. And I am absolutely stellar at fucking things up.
But I can’t mess this up with her. She’s too important to me.
I could sit here and say it’s not a big deal, that it’s just fooling around in my car with a girl.
But it is a big deal. It’s Stevie.
I could say I’m not falling for her. But it’d be a lie.
Because I am.
It’s fast. Fucking lightning fast.
I also don’t care.
Her fingertips touch my lips. She replaces them with her mouth.
“Don’t … you want me?”
My head jerks back. I stare into her eyes. “You are all I want. I just want to do this right. I don’t want you to regret anything.”
She sucks her lower lip into her mouth, biting on it. “I could never regret anything with you.”
I also don’t need to be asked twice.
I turn Stevie, putting her back to my chest. I pull her skirt up and part her legs with my hands on her thighs, spreading her open for me.
Starting at her chest, I run my hand down between her tits, down over her stomach, until I reach her pussy.
I let my fingers brush over the cotton fabric of her panties.
She shudders against me.
She’s soaked.
“This for me?” I ask.
She nods.
“Do you like these panties?” I say against her ear.
“I can live without them.” Her words are breathy. She’s panting.
I can smell her lust from here. It’s fucking intoxicating.