Page 183 of Hellbent

“I’m sad it didn’t work out between us like we hoped,” Mia said.

“Me, too.”

“Peter misses you. I miss you, too.”

Evan thought about a different life in which he could have been another man for them. For himself.

“I have to look out for him,” Mia said. “No matter what I might want for myself, I have to protect him at all costs.”

Evan said, “I get it.”

She tilted her head, seemingly moved. “Do you?”

“Yes,” he said. “I do.”

The doors opened at the twelfth floor, and Mia got out. She turned and faced him, as if she wanted to say something else, though there was nothing else to say.

He knew the feeling.

The doors slid shut between them.

He rode to his floor, entered the penthouse. He went immediately to the freezer and removed the walnut chest. Opening the hand-blown glass bottle, he poured himself two fingers of Stoli Elit: Himalayan Edition, at about a hundred bucks a finger.

He’d earned it.

The penthouse felt vast and empty. A ring remained on the counter from Joey’s OJ glass. He’d have to scrub it in the morning. He thought about the mess of gear awaiting him in the Vault, a mirror for the exquisite complexities inside Joey’s head. The equipment would take days to untangle.

He paused at the base of the spiral staircase. Her absence flowed down from the loft, a stillness in the air. He found himself listening for the clack of her speed cube. Or the bump of a kite against his bedroom window.

But now there would only be quiet.

Drifting to the floor-to-ceiling windows, he let the first sip burn its way down his throat, exquisite and cleansing. He looked out at all those apartments on vertical display. Families were beginning to light up their Christmas trees.

He heard Jack’s voice in his ear: I love you, son.

Evan raised his glass in a toast. “Copy that,” he said.

Only once he’d finished the two fingers of vodka, only once he’d washed and dried the glass and set it back in its place in the cupboard did he remove Van Sciver’s Samsung from his pocket.

He read the last texted exchange from December 4 yet again.

VS: AFTER I GET X, CAN THE GIRL LIVE?

And the reply: NO ONE LIVES.

The sender of the response was coded as DR.

Dark Road.

It was amazing that someone so high up would risk so much because of a mission Evan had carried out nineteen years ago. He didn’t know where the tendrils of that job culminated, but he intended to follow them. They led, no doubt, to the farthest reaches of power. That’s where the darkness was. And the gold.

He’d raised the question himself, to Joey: How much is regime change worth? A well-placed bullet can change the direction of a nation. Tip the balance of power so a country’s interests align with ours.

He had fired a number of such bullets in his lifetime. Maybe the round he’d let fly in 1997 had been one of them.

Clearly he’d been a link in a chain, and he would devote himself now to discerning the contours of that chain, to seeing just how far up it stretched.

He stared at that text once again: NO ONE LIVES.