Page 58 of Rescuing Brinley

Moving slowly, he pulled his fingers out of her pussy and reached for his cock. He smeared her juices over his skin and took a deep breath as he closed his eyes, holding on to his control with the smallest, thinnest thread.

He let go of himself and reached for the drawer in the nightstand next to the bed. He’d bought a new box of condoms last week, wanting to be prepared and ready to protect Brinley if and when they ever ended up right where they were now.

He fumbled with the box and grabbed a foil-covered condom. He ripped it open with his teeth and reached for his cock. Shadow paused when he saw Brinley’s curious gaze locked on what he was doing.

He stilled. “You ever seen a man put on a condom before?”

It was a stupid question. She was a virgin. Of course she hadn’t.

Brinley shook her head.

He explained what he was doing as he positioned the condom and slowly rolled it down his cock.

“Can I touch you?”

Shit. He wanted to say that, yes, of course she could. But if she wrapped her fingers around him, he’d blow. And he needed to be inside her when he came.

“Next time, I promise.”

He didn’t miss the look of disappointment that crossed her face. He spoke quickly, wanting to be honest with her. It was the very least he could do, since she was trusting him with her body.

“If you touch me now, I’m going to orgasm. I’m too turned on. Tasting you, watching you come, feeling you around my fingers, it all has me on edge, sweetheart. I swear I’ll let you touch as much as you want…later. After I make you mine. After I take your virginity.”

Desire returned to her eyes, which was a huge relief for Shadow.

“Okay.”

He didn’t want to hurt her. He really didn’t. But even after having three fingers inside her, she was tight. No matter what he did, he was going to cause her pain. But he’d do everything he could to make it bearable. To make her first time memorable for the right reasons.

Looking down as he moved forward on his knees, pushing her thighs apart as he went, Shadow was rendered speechless all over again. Her pussy was a thing of beauty. Her bright red pubic hair was darker now, soaked with her own juices. Her labia were swollen from his ministrations, and she did indeed have freckles there too, which was crazy hot. Her clit was prominent and asking for more attention.

He had no idea if she’d be able to come again, but once he was inside her, and she’d adjusted to his size, he’d see if he could hold off his own orgasm long enough for her to reach her peak a third time.

He took hold of the base of his cock and ran the mushroomed head up and down her slit a couple of times, teasing both of them a little. To his amazement, Brinley opened her legs a bit wider, as if welcoming him.

He couldn’t hold back anymore. Shadow was impressed with his restraint as it was. His cock yearned to be inside her.

He slowly, ever so slowly, began to penetrate her virgin pussy—and they both groaned.

Shadow stopped a few inches in and stared down. The sight of his dick half inside her had him twitching and almost coming right then and there. It was carnal as fuck, and he was breathing as hard as if he’d just run a few miles in record time.

“Is it in?” Brinley breathed, sounding a little stressed.

Damn. He was screwing this up. “Almost.”

He finished, not dragging out the pain she was probably feeling. Pushing inside her to the hilt slowly, and going completely still once he was fully lodged within her body.

Brinley stayed stock still under him.

“Breathe through it, sweetheart. Give it a minute, the pain will fade.”

He hoped.

The desperation to come receded as he watched the woman under him struggle to manage the foreign feeling of something inside her for the first time. He hated the slight grimace of pain on her face. Seeing her hurting was awful.

But being the brave woman she was, Brinley did as he suggested, taking several deep, slow breaths. He felt her inner muscles flex around his cock, and it ramped up his desperation to come.

“That hurt,” she whispered.