Page 100 of Joey

I feel floaty right now. Kinda out of my body. Like a dream.

Not a nightmare, but a dream. Because they’re surrounding me. They swallow me up and make all the uncertainties disappear.

I know it can’t last. Nothing ever does. So I’m making a decision right here, right now.

I’m going to enjoy this while I can. I got lucky. I accept it. And I will be OK when the luck runs out because even though I don’t like starting over—it’s hard, and stressful, and everything about it just breeds anxiety—I’ve done it twice now. Twice I have reinvented myself and things got better. So I know that if I do have to start again from nothing, after all the hard work, luck will find me again.

Huck kneels down next to me and starts kissing my lips. His hand massages my other breast for a moment before slipping down my stomach and sliding between my legs.

His fingers press into me. Pushing against Wald’s.

“What did you talk about up there?” Wald asks them.

“Memories,” Huck says, now kissing my neck.

“We made a new one,” Joey says. And then he starts telling us about some charity auction. And how I bought him for us. And how we went home to Japan.

“It might not be our home anymore,” Wald says. “We’ll have to reorganize, I guess.”

I almost say no. I almost protest and tell them it is our home. We have made memories on the other side of the world. The go-karts, and the goldfish, and the beaches.

I’m not dumb. I’m not even delusional. I get it. It’s all lies. But so what? My whole life since I was sixteen has been a lie and I wouldn’t have it any other way. So I almost say no. I almost say we will be going home to Tokyo.

But we won’t. Not if Joey gets Maisy back.

And we will. I have a feeling that no one denies Joey Boston anything once he sets his mind on a prize. Not even the Kane family can stop this. I think they know that. I think they’re panicking.

“I want to be inside you,” Joey says.

I open my eyes and find him staring down at me. But I don’t move.

Joey frowns as he unzips his pants and pulls out his cock. Begins jerking on it with a tightly closed fist.

Then Wald says, “Put Joey inside you,” and the statement becomes an order, so my eyes find Wald’s and I nod.

I stand up and immediately Huck has his arms around my hips. Grinding against my ass as he gently pushes me forward and I straddle Joey’s lap and hover over his fully erect cock.

He positions it at my entrance, flicking it back and forth across my clit. I moan a little because it feels very good. And even though we just got done fucking a little while ago and I’ll probably be sore tomorrow, I don’t care. I just reach down, grab him, and push him inside me with two flat fingertips.

Huck presses on my back, urging me to lean over towards Wald. He’s got his cock out already. Was playing with it while he was playing with me.

My mouth covers his tip and his hand rests on my head, urging me to take him deeper.

Huck is at my ass. And I know he will fuck it. He won’t want to share with Joey the way Joey did with Wald. He will take me in his own way.

He rubs his fingers over my tight puckered hole, then drops them down to my pussy and fingers me. Pressing up against Joey’s shaft as he and I roll our hips in a synchronous rhythm.

He begins to play with my ass. Pressing a finger inside, just a little.

A glob of warm wetness drips down my crack and I know he just spit on me.

I don’t even care.

I want them. I want all three of them. I want all their arms around me. All their lusty kisses. All their frantic fucking.

I don’t care what it takes to get that feeling again, I just want it.

I just want to feel whole again. I want to be whole. And there’s so many missing pieces inside me these days, there’s room for all three of them.