Page 1 of The Steel Beast’s Heart

Chapter 1

Isla

The hawk bites me between the second and third syringe.

Not a warning nip but a full clamp on the web of my thumb that punches through the handling glove and draws blood. I hiss through my teeth in the dark because dropping a stressed raptor means catching it again, and I've already done that twice this week.

"You're welcome," I tell him. "For keeping you alive."

He strikes again. I shift my thumb and angle the tube into the side of his beak and press the plunger until the Carnivore Care hits the back of his crop. His whole body fights the towel wrap. Talons flex under the terry cloth, and he screams loud enough to fill the mews. He came in four days ago from the state highway shoulder, dehydrated, underweight, a juvenile red-tailed hawk too young to hunt and too old for a nest that blew down in the August windstorm. Every two hours I'm out here with a warmed syringe and a bird that treats me like I'm the thing that ruined his life.

I finish the feeding, run my thumb along his breastbone—still sharp, but less than yesterday—and set him back in the recovery cage. He mantles himself and glares. I close the cage, strip the glove off my bleeding hand, and press a wad of paper towel against the puncture.

"See you in two hours," I tell him. "Try not to miss me."

The mews smells like cedar shavings and raptor mutes and the first cold morning after months of heat. Mid-September on the Oregon coast, and the fog sits so low I can't see the tree line from the door. I built this structure with my own hands—framed it, wired it, hung the perch bars at the heights I calculated from a US Fish and Wildlife manual I ordered for $34 on a government surplus site. The twelve acres spread east of town through flood-prone timber, and I've filled every corner: raptor mews, intake cages, a fawn pen along the creek where two orphans born in June are learning to browse without a doe, the barred owl in cage four with six weeks left on her wing splint, and a fox family denning under the old-growth stump near my west fence that I've tracked since spring.

I have one volunteer. Diane comes Tuesdays and Thursdays, brings her own coffee, handles the fawn feedings, and leaves by noon because she has grandchildren. The rest falls to me. Feeding schedules, medical checks, cage repairs, the grant applications I write at midnight because that's the only hour I can sit still long enough to type without something screaming at me from a cage. I haven't slept more than four hours in a row since the hawk arrived.

I cross the yard to the intake building, holding the paper towel against my hand, and the coffee I made at four-thirty sits on the hot plate where I left it. I've reheated it three times. It stopped tasting like coffee after the second and now tastes like bitter dirt.

I rinse the hawk bite under the sink and wrap it with a strip of tape. It'll bruise but it won't need stitches.

Three certified letters from Ridgecrest Development sit clipped together at the end of the counter where I dropped them last month. Purchase offers for the twelve acres, each one higher than the last.

The bag of veterinary-grade gauze on the intake counter catches my eye.

I don't need gauze for the hawk bite. I have my own supplies. But I pick up the bag and turn over the receipt tucked underneath, and the handwriting stops me.

Block print, neat, all capitals. Barred owl—check splint at 48 hours.

I know Thomas's handwriting the way I know the raptor feeding schedule. Years of reading it on supply labels, species notes, intake cards he fills out when he brings an animal to my door at ten at night because he found it on the highway shoulder and he knows I'll take it. The occasional text that arrives at eleven PM: Raccoon on Route 4, south shoulder, looks like a leg fracture. Want me to bring it in? Years of supply drops and injured animals delivered to my gate by a seven-foot minotaur in wire-rimmed glasses who calls every species by its correct name and every rehabilitation protocol by its proper title.

I read the owl note twice. Then I open my desk drawer and put it in the folder.

The folder says Intake Records on the tab. It holds forty-six notes, all in the same block handwriting, dating back twenty-three months. I haven't labeled it what it is because naming it would mean admitting I rearranged my supply runs six months ago to land on the mornings he drops off medical supplies, not because it saved gas.

I close the drawer. My hand stays on the handle. I pull it away, pick up my coffee, finish the last cold mouthful. Then I move on to the owl's cage, because there's a splint to check and a feeding schedule to run and forty things that need me more than a desk drawer does.

The east perimeter takes twenty minutes by truck.

I run it twice a week, Mondays and Thursdays, and I've run it for eight months since the poaching started. Snare lines in the state forest, steel-jaw traps along the creek, an elk carcass stripped of its antlers on the ridge above my north fence line. I've filed nine reports with Fish and Wildlife. I've received two form-letter responses and zero follow-up visits. I've pulled fourteen traps and six snare lines and photographed every one and sent the photos to an inbox at the regional office that goes dark for weeks between replies.

Today the east perimeter stops me before I clear the first camera station.

The lens is black—not broken, painted. Thick acrylic smeared across the housing in a coat that covered everything: lens, infrared sensor, the status light. I pop the case open. The SD card is gone.

I drive to the second camera and find the same. The third and fourth match. All six of them, every camera I mounted along the east boundary over the past year, blinded and stripped. Someone walked my fence line and took out every one. The cameras bolted to the intake building and the mews sit untouched—whoever did this knew the fence-line units but never found the ones on the buildings.

My grip tightens on the steering wheel. I pull off at the east gate and get out, and the snare lines are the first thing I see.

Not in the state forest. Not along the boundary where I've pulled them for months. These sit inside my fence, anchored to my trees, set along a game trail that runs between the fawn pen and the creek. On my land, behind my wire. Whoever set them cut through the bottom strand to get in, then twisted it back, a repair that looks right from a distance and falls apart if you touch it.

I photograph the snares and pull my phone to call Fish and Wildlife and get the same voicemail I've gotten for eight months. I leave a message. I keep my voice flat because the alternative involves words that won't help a government recording.

I'm pulling the last snare when I see the coyotes. Four of them, dead and gutted, lined up at the gate. They haven't been dragged by predators, or dumped from a vehicle in a hurry—they have been placed, each one belly-up, opened from chest to pelvis, the organs gone. A line of dead animals arranged with the care of someone making a point.

My stomach turns. I've handled roadkill and decomposing carcasses and animals that died in my care and each one hurt, but this is different. This is a threat. Someone laid it out in dead coyotes on my property line and meant me to find it.