Page 21 of Whip’s Wisdom

“Use your words, beautiful.”

“Yes, fuck me! Fuck me, Cooper! Please!”

I bend my head down so that I can get a taste of that beautiful pink pussy of hers and a taste that is only hers. I begin to suck and lick like my life depends on making this woman cum. I feast on her like a starving man, like a man that was caught in a drought and she is the life bringing substance I need to survive. As soon as I feel her starting to cum again I stand up and ram into her. As my cock enters her she explodes all over my cock. I feel it on my thighs and that only prompts me to move and move hard.

“Fuuuuuuuuuuccccccckkkk. YEEEEEESSSSSS!” She moans with her face buried in the bed. I know she’s wanting to try and be quiet even though we are in the basement.

I pound into her, I know my girl likes it rough and I also know that nothing we do is going to hurt the babies. I checked and I asked doctors because I was worried before I had sex with her the first time. The girl likes it hard, she likes it fast and sometimes she does want it soft and slow. But right now I know she wants to get out of her own head. Is this a good idea for us to be doing this when she is vulnerable, probably not. She might regret it in the morning. But when she looked at me and begged me to help her forget, I couldn’t say no.

“Fuck, baby, you’re so tight. Your pussy takes my cock so good.” I can feel that she is close to cumming again so I reach up and begin to pinch and pull her nipples sending her over the edge and I groan my release right along with her. Not wanting her to fall forward on her belly, I roll over and bring her with me so we are still connected and her back is against my chest. We don’t say a word, I just hold her. I move to adjust the blankets so we are covered which causes my softening dick to fall out of her and I watch as my cum leaks from her pussy. Not being able to help myself I push it back inside of her and bring my finger up to her mouth where she makes eye contact with me and takes it. Cleaning my finger off with her tongue. I then lay back down where I’m still holding her back to my front. We are now covered up with the blankets and I move one arm under her head and around to have my hand rest on her chest, then my other hand moves so it rests on our children she is carrying.

Finally I hear her breathing even out and I kiss her head and nuzzle my face into the back of her head. It isn’t long before I fall asleep, holding everything precious to me in my arms. I feel at peace and I feel at home. I know that we can help each other through all of this. This horrible thing that happened, we will all get through it together.

I wake up to the door opening and have no idea what time it is or who the hell is just coming into the room. When I look over I make eye contact with Knox. He makes eye contact with me and then looks at Peyton and I feel her shudder, so I know she’s awake now too. She hasn’t pulled away from me and I’m going to take that. Knox begins to kick his boots off and places his cut on the other chair in the room. He then strips down until he is also naked and climbs into bed on the opposite side of Peyton.

“Oh baby, I’m so sorry.” He whispers.

Peyton moves a little then so she can put her arms around Knox. I move my hand from around her belly, but keep the one that is on her tit. He scoots closer and we are sandwiching her in a beautiful hug. He gets as close as he can with her belly in between them.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t be here sooner. I’m sorry all this is happening. We are going to get through this. All of us are going to get through this together. Cooper and I, we aren’t going anywhere.” He bends down and kisses her before resting his forehead on hers. She lets out a sob and lays her head in his chest, crying. He puts his chin on her head and looks at me.

“Thank you.” He mouths to me and I nod my head.

This is where I need to be. All my doubts and all the bullshit in my head don’t matter. Peyton is worth everything and I’m going to do everything in my power to prove to her that I am here for her. That what we’ve had is more than sex, that we are part of this weird three souls that were meant to find each other. I’m going to make her see that I fucked up because I was scared. Scared that I would rub my dirt all over her that I would impact her with all the terrible shit I’ve been through. I thought that I wasn’t good enough to be a part of the family that took me on when I needed it. That fed me, housed me and clothed me when my family tortured me. The family that would keep me at their home most nights instead of sending me back to that hell hole and when I was finally old enough they took my brother and myself in and gave us a home and a family. I didn’t think I deserved her, but now I think that I need to become the man that deserves her.

I know that Knox and I are going to help her through this time, this grief and we will move forward together. She just needs to accept that picture. What happened between us last night was something I treasure, she leaned on me for support and to help relieve some of her pain, but I know with how everything is going with her it does not mean that she is ready to accept this. She knows that Knox is only fine with me touching her and she used that. For now I can accept that. But she has another thing coming if she thinks that is all this will ever be. She’s my ol’ lady and I’m going to make sure she knows she’s been claimed.

Chapter Twelve

Peyton

We bury my mom today, the woman that has always been my strength. I don’t know how to live in a world where she doesn’t exist. When she was dumped at the front gate and we all ran to see her, I could not believe that it was her. I could not believe that she was gone. I have never in my life seen my father so wrecked, so heartbroken. This past week getting everything set up for the funeral of my mother and Stray has been difficult. I had not planned on staying here this long when I came here for my visit, but now everything has changed. I don’t know what I am going to do. I don’t know how to be here for everyone and be where I need to be to get ready to move back here. So much is going on and at a time that should be a happy one since my triplets are coming soon, it is filled with sorrow and grief. My mother will never meet my babies. They will never know what a wonderful MiMi they missed out on. My father will not be the same father he was before this and he will not be the same papa he was before this happened.

He has ghosts in his eyes and he has barely been around. Davis and Tillie have been staying at Luca’s for the time being. We all really have, none of us wanting to go into the home that has so many memories and ghosts of our mother. I know that Toby has gone there to get clothes for Davis, Tillie and dad. Parker had brought things from school so she wouldn’t have to go in even though Toby had offered to go and grab her clothes as well. She refused, I know Doc had even offered to get her the things that she needed. Something happened between the two of them after everything happened last week, I don’t know what exactly, but something shifted. Toby did bring me my suitcase from my room as well, Luca has been keeping me here as well. I am fine with that. Knox and Cooper have not left my side all week. They are waiting for me to break again and I am trying to keep everything together for my siblings and for my dad. It is so hard, the world seems more gray now than it did before. I don’t understand how there is so much evil in this world. I knew the life we lived, I knew what I was born into, but nothing like this has ever happened in our club before.

There has never been this type of club war that tears apart women from children. My heart breaks for Sophie right now too, she doesn’t know what is going on with her babies and I know the brothers are being tight lipped about everything. That cannot be easy either, knowing that the men in your life probably have information that could help lead to your children, but they are not giving you updates. So you sit and wonder what is happening to them and if they are alive. I think that is probably what is eating her up the most is not knowing if her children are alive or if they are harmed in any way. She has gone quiet on everyone. No one has really been able to talk to her all week, I know that Toby has been staying at their room in the clubhouse. From what I have heard, she asked him to leave. She’s blaming everyone else for what happened. I understand, I get it, I just wish that she would lay off of it so we can all get through this together. She is trying to get through all this pain by herself.

I look at myself in the mirror wearing my plain black dress with black tights and a black sweater because it is cold. Due to the fact that I am heavily pregnant I will not be riding on anyone’s bike, but I will be riding in a car with Sophie and their kids. I pull out my phone and look at the time and it is getting close to the time we are going to need to head to the church. Knox and Cooper are upstairs with Luca, Noah, Nash, Natalie, Davis, Tillie and dad. I couldn’t bring myself to get out of bed earlier. I didn’t want to do this. I don’t want it to be real. Telling all the kids was hard enough, everything was just so hard. I’m angry too because Parker, even with everything going on, still won’t talk to me. It is like she also won’t grieve with me. She is holding things against me that I don’t understand why. I made a decision for myself for the first time in my life and she took it and has acted like I’ve betrayed our family. She is the only one that doesn’t understand why I moved and even now that I am moving back she still wants nothing to do with the relationship that we had before. I don’t know what to do to make anything right with her anymore. My phone vibrates in my hand and I glance down to see it is the group chat I have with Sophie and Toby.

Toby: Sophie is going to meet you at Luca’s. I think you guys decided to take her SUV with the kids since you are both pregnant and can’t be on the back of anyone’s bike. She said she would drive you both. She has the room.

Me: Yeah, I decided that I would go with her. Thank you for letting me know. I was going to text and ask her where she wanted to meet. Do you guys need help getting the kids together?

Toby: No, we got everybody together and are loading up the SUV right now. We will be there soon. We love you, Pey.

Me: I love you all too. So much.

With that I grab my purse and place my phone inside of it and head upstairs. I hear murmurs and head towards the living room. All the men look over at me as they hear my heels on the floor. Cooper and Knox head over my way. Knox bends down and kisses my lips asking if I am okay and ready? Cooper bends and kisses my cheek before moving the hair out of my face.

“Hey angel, how are you doing?” my dad comes over and pulls me in a hug. “You feeling okay? Those babies of yours treating you okay?”

“I should be asking you if you are okay, daddy. Are you holding up okay?”

Dad shrugs his shoulders, “The best I can, angel. I miss her like crazy. I am having a hard time believing all this is real.”

“Yeah. I can’t believe it either.”

I look over at the couch and Noah, Nash, Davis, Tillie and Natalie are all sitting on both couches. Tillie is sitting there looking at her hands and it looks like Natalie is trying to talk to her, but Tillie is having none of it. The boys are sitting together whispering and I look back at my brother and dad.