Page 103 of Ravaged For You

I guess that’s how everyone views me. I don’t mind. I’m pretty normal in every way; the polar opposite of Axel. I think that helps in my favor with Ravaged’s fans. Pre-orders for the upcoming album have shot up considerably.

I check in with Winston every couple of days, making sure I’m doing the right work. The fact is, I don’t really have to work. I guess it’s all a formality. But I want to. I don’t want to be dead weight.

And I’m always ready for Axel to come home.

Oh, boy, am I ready.

After every show, he storms through the hotel door with a wild look. He takes me and pins me on the bed, stripping me down with both his hands and his eyes. I let him do so willingly. It’s so hot to witness this powerful man take me as his girl. The sheer energy he has. The bountiful lust he has for me. All of that turns me on.

I don’t dare question this relationship. It feels real. No one can fake the look in Axel’s eyes as he fucks me.

One night, late at night as we’re drinking champagne Axel’s ordered to the room after another crazy sex session, I ask him a question.

“Will you teach me the bass guitar? Just a few notes?”

I’m sitting on the edge of the bed, wearing one of Axel’s shirts. It’s massive on me but tight on his muscles.

The man smirks and silently takes out his guitar from the case. He connects it to the amp. He moves in so that he’s sitting behind me, his legs wrapped around mine. He places the bass guitar in my hands and whispers into my ear.

“Let me show you a thing or two, Maddie.”

He teaches me a few rudimentary chords and scales, all the while pushing his semi-naked body against mine. I can feel his eager erection pressing into my lower back, and it turns me on. I just fall into the sound of his smooth, deep voice as he calmly instructs me on how to play his instrument. The man is so passionate about his music. So authoritative. His total command over the guitar makes me so goddamn horny.

I play the chords back to Axel.

He laughs.

I laugh.

And then I’m kissing him.

I don’t stop kissing him all night.

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I see Maddie in the crowd at the show and my cock immediately goes hard. It’s not good when something like this happens as you’re on stage in front of thousands of fans, but I just can’t help myself. Seeing her there… the woman I’m going to fuck tonight. Man, it just makes me feel a lust deep within.

She’s swaying to our music. She’s so radiant there. One of the stage lights catches her and the sight of her illuminated in green forms a lump in my throat. She’s so close to me on the front row that I bet she’s drenched in my sweat.

I only have to reach out and I’ll touch her.

I love that she’s watching me perform at my best. I know how my talent makes her wild.

Oh, I can’t wait to make her mine tonight…

My fingers strum up and down the bass guitar to the song. I turn away from the crowd – and especially Maddie there dancing away – to focus on Ravaged’s frontman. Drake gestures at us to repeat the final verse of the song, making the crowd cheer and scream out the lyrics back to us.

I love this. I love being on stage, performing, with my bandmates.

And yet I can’t take my mind off Maddie.

She’s been the best thing that’s happened to me for a long time, and I’m not even talking about just the sex. She somehow makes me a better person. That’s sickening to think about, but it’s true. It’s like I want to be a better man around her. She pushes me that way.

I’ve clearly got something wrong with me.

I can’t take my eyes off her.