‘Hello,’ he says.
‘Hey.’
‘What’s up?’
‘Where are you right now?’
‘I am sitting on my sister’s couch, alone, in the dark, watching a show I’ve never heard of before with the volume on five so that I don’t wake her children. Where are you?’
‘I’m hiding behind a tree in the dark.’
‘Why?’
‘Do you want to come over?’
‘To your house?’
‘Yeah.’
There’s a pause.
I pick up a twig, snap it in half.
‘Just to hang out or…?’ he asks.
‘Something like that.’
‘A sleepover?’
‘Yeah. I want to make sure you get some sleep.’ I am actually hoping he won’t be getting any sleep but I can’t say that.
‘What about Patrick? Is he still there?’
‘We’re not, um. We just broke up.’
I try to picture his face. Maybe he’s smiling. Or frowning. Maybe he’s as worried as I am that I’ve made an awful mistake. I used to do this all the time when we spoke on the phone, imagine what his expression might be.
‘Text me the address. I’m on my way,’ he says.
42
I WALK BACK to the house—Patrick, mercifully, has gone—and I find Hayley and Luke are sitting on the couch, clearly gossiping about me because they stop abruptly when they see me.
‘How was your walk?’ Hayley asks.
‘Good. I cleared my head. I’m feeling very zen. And, wow, I’m tired. You guys must be exhausted too.’
‘We were about to put on a movie,’ Hayley says.
‘Oh, to watch in bed?’
‘No, here.’
‘Don’t you think bed is so much cosier though?’
‘Ohhhhhh,’ Hayley says.
‘What?’