I kept licking her clit and caressing her with my finger.
She grabbed my hair like she was holding on for dear life.
“OHHHHHHH!” she screamed.
I kept going – she kept screaming –
Until finally she pushed my head away.
“Stop,” she gasped. “Stop… I can’t…”
Her legs were still quivering as I slowly worked my way up her body, kissing her stomach, licking her breasts, until I was lying next to her.
I kissed her romantically, and she fervently returned my kiss.
Then she pulled away.
“I want you inside me,” she whispered.
I smiled. “I do, too, but I’m worried it’ll hurt.”
“I don’t care,” she whispered again. “I need you inside me.”
I nodded and kissed her. “Okay.”
Then I got up from the bed and hurriedly went to search my pants.
She looked up in surprise. “What are you doing?”
I turned and looked at her. “Getting a condom.”
She bit her lip – fuck, it was sexy – and asked, “Do we have to use one?”
I stared at her.
Holy shit.
“I don’t want to get you pregnant,” I said.
She bit her lip again and looked down at my cock. “Can you… you know… finish outside of me?”
FUUUUCK.
“I… yes, but I also want to keep you totally safe.”
She looked into my eyes. “Because of STDs?”
“Yeah.”
“Have you gotten tested since the last time?”
I had, actually. “Yes… but I wanted you to feel safe.”
The innocence in her eyes nearly killed me as she whispered, “I trust you.”
Something swelled in my heart – something I hadn’t felt in forever.
All the ugliness of my job and Cesare and the Camorra fell away…