Page 56 of Ruthless Game

What the hell kind of question was that?

“Of course I want the truth.”

She rolled her eyes, and I chose to ignore it before it pissed me off and ruined this.

“I’ve never done this before,” she said.

She’d never done it before.

It had been years.

Was she lying? If so, it was one hell of an act. I didn’t know what to make of it, of her, but my cock knew, hardening further at the idea that we might actually share a first together. The thought made a part of my chest pinch tight. All I’d ever wanted was for us to have all our firsts together.

Before I could go down that depressing spiral, Emma interrupted me. Like she somehow knew I was headed somewhere bad.

“You believe me?”

“You’re pretty convincing,” I said.

Her eyes widened. “Dick!”

I laughed. “Yeah, baby, it was just in your mouth. And I didn’t mean because you’re bad at it. I meant because it’s clear you’re new to this—and it just makes it hotter.”

She processed this, then pressed a kiss to my cock, which jerked in response. “I have no idea what I’m doing,” she confessed, eyes bright. “So you’re going to have to teach me.”

Teach her. God, I wanted to teach her everything. Problem was, I hadn’t done it before, either, so I had no idea how to direct her. But instincts clamored for attention, and I let them take over, let them speak for me, teach us both.

“Take me deeper. Lick the vein on the bottom. Hollow out your cheeks and suck. That’s right, that’s it, beautiful. Oh, fuck, you’re good at this. You’re doing so well, Angel. Making me feel so good. Now, take me a little deeper. I promise, there’s room. That’s … ahhh, fuck, that’s so good. Too good. Give me a second.” Tightening my grip on her hair, I dragged her mouth off my cock.

“What’s wrong?” she asked, and for a moment, we could’ve been in her bedroom in her parents’ house as I taught her how to kiss.

“Nothing’s wrong, Angel,” I said. “Absolutely nothing. I just—” I hated to admit it. “—don’t want to come too fast.”

“Oh.” Her cheeks pinkened, but satisfaction flashed in her eyes. And then, without another word or any warning, she sucked my cock right back into her mouth, deeper this time, hollowing her cheeks and licking wherever she could. One of my hands fell on top of her head, like the benediction I’d fantasized about so many times.

And maybe like forgiveness.

Before that thought could sprout wings, Emma took me to the back of her throat, humming around me. I wasn’t sure who the teacher was right now, but I was grateful.

“Emma, Angel?” I groaned. “Be a good girl, and open your throat for me, baby.”

She lifted her eyes back to mine, nervous and a little timid.

“You can do it,” I murmured. “Swallow, and open.”

With a jagged breath, and a squeeze of my thighs, she did, and I used my hold on her head to pull her closer to the base of my cock, to tilt her head back to the perfect angle. And then my cock slid into her throat. She swallowed around it, gagged, immediately panicking. I stilled her the way one would still a panicked animal, by gently petting her—her hair, and her throat, where I could fucking feel the bulge of my cock.

All I’d ever wanted with her.

I’d forgive her anything and everything if I could have this. With her. Always.

She choked and gagged again, and I shushed her, soothing her with gentle touches, murmuring, “It’s okay, Emma, you’re okay. You’re safe. You’re doing so good. You’re making me feel so good. I’m so proud of you.”

She moaned then, the sound vibrating around my cock, and my hips thrust deeper like they were in charge and I wasn’t, until her face was back in my lap. She gagged again, and I released her, letting her up to take a breath.

“You good?” There were tears in her eyes, but she seemed okay. “You’re good. Round two, gorgeous. You ready?”

Using her hair like a handle, I pulled her back down my cock, sliding even deeper into her throat. I began to thrust in and out, careful not to pick up too much speed and scare her as I showered her with praise, “What a good girl you are, Angel, such a perfect throat. You’re being so sweet with me, just a little bit further. I’ve got you.” Meanwhile, my cock was hard enough to break through rock, my balls heavy, and lightning was running up and down my spine.