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Not tonight, though. He couldn’t stay.
The black Chevy Suburban was gone when he went back outside.
* * *
Haven lay awake that night, unable to sleep. She had spent her life belonging to other people, but for the first time she felt like she actually belonged. It wasn’t about being a possession—it was being a part of something. People never cared what she thought before, but Carmine did. He asked, and Haven found she wanted to tell.
She gave up trying to sleep around dawn and headed downstairs, surprised to hear noises in the family room. Dominic lay on the couch in his pajamas, the lights off but television playing. He sat up when he spotted her, patting the cushion beside him. “Join me.”
She sat down, folding her hands in her lap. “I’m surprised you’re awake so early.”
“Couldn’t sleep,” he said. “Why are you up?”
“Same,” she said. “I thought I’d come downstairs and make sure the house was clean.”
“No rush,” he said. “It’ll probably be a few days before my father shows up again.”
She eyed Dominic curiously. “He’s gone a lot.”
“Yeah, been that way for as long as I can remember,” he said. “There’s always something for him to do somewhere that isn’t here.”
“What does he do when he’s gone?”
He laughed wryly. “Don’t know, and don’t want to know. Dad moved us here years ago so we wouldn’t be a part of that. Said he wanted us to have a normal life, so we could live like normal kids, but there’s nothing normal about raising yourself, you know? Nothing normal about the situation with you. We’ve all suffered because of the things he’s done, and I hate to think how much more we’d suffer if we knew the shit we don’t know.”
She stared at him, confused, and he smiled at her expression.
“In other words, Twinkle Toes, ignorance is bliss.”
* * *
Vincent slipped a hundred-dollar bill into the collection plate and sighed as his mother waved it on. She hadn’t donated to the church in years, convinced the altar boys were stealing the money for drugs and prostitutes, even though most of them were still in grammar school.
Celia and Corrado put in their share, and the four of them sat silently as the collection plates made their way through the crowd. Corrado remained standoffish as usual, while Vincent’s sister was her typical poised, smiling self. Celia was a tall, slender woman, her face with a soft, round look. She had sleek black hair, the color of night, and dark eyes to match.
The pews were packed. Vincent scanned the congregation. Most of the ranking members of la famiglia were there, dressed in their best suits in the front of the church. It was a big production for them, the one day of the week where they could flaunt their money and pretend to do good. It made the honest men—the galantuomini—feel protected, men who respected them, who trusted them, who were less likely to rat them out.
After donations were collected, people made their way into the aisle. A long line formed for communion, but Vincent stayed in his seat. Corrado eyed him peculiarly, but didn’t say a word as he got in line.
The rest of the service passed quickly, everyone standing as the final prayer was spoken. Father Alberto made the sign of the cross when he finished. “May you go in peace.”
They were headed to the exit when Father Alberto called Vincent’s name. The hair on the back of his neck bristled like a child being reprimanded. “Yes, Father?”
“You didn’t take communion,” Father Alberto said, his face etched with genuine concern. “You haven’t taken it in weeks.”
It had really been months, but Vincent didn’t correct the priest. “I keep forgetting to fast before service.”
Father Alberto knew he was lying. “The church never closes. You don’t need an appointment. God is always here for you.”
“I know, Father. Thank you.”
Vincent left before Father Alberto could press the matter and joined his family on the front steps of the cathedral. Corrado and Celia stood along the side as Gia infused herself into the crowd. Mafiosi surrounded her, listening as she rambled away about the past. They smiled and laughed, urging her on, but not a single person mocked her. She was a former Don’s widow, the mother of a consigliere, and an in-law to another made man. The men respected her, bat-shit crazy or not.
And while she lived in Sunny Oaks, respected was something Gia didn’t feel.
Vincent waited as his mother finished telling a story about Antonio and one of their adventures back when Vincent and Celia were young. He found himself smiling as he thought about those days. It was before tragedy had struck. Before Maura and the kids. Before the Antonellis and the girl. Before Salvatore’s family had been murdered. Before the world had imploded around them.
Gia turned to him when she finished, the crowd disbursing and saying their good-byes.
