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“Of course, we should.” She reaches between us, grabs my hand, and guides it back into my pants. She wraps my fingers around my cock and leaves her hand over it.

I hiss in relief at the contact and start to stroke myself again. I look down at her small hand wrapped around my much larger one. It’s erotic and unbelievably intimate. It’s also something I swore I wouldn’t do with her.

When I look up, her dark, sultry eyes are glued to my mouth.

“I’ve always wondered what you would feel like,” she confesses, stepping up on the balls of her feet so that her face is level with mine. Her eyes are serious and so full of desire that I have to look away to keep myself from shooting off right then.

“Apollo, this feels so fucking good, ah—" My words are choked by a moan as her other hand cups my balls. I throw my head back, and her lips brush my neck.

Then she opens her mouth and starts to suck my neck. She uses her teeth and tongue for extra suction, and I know she’s leaving even more marks.

Our hands move faster, and the tingle at the very base of my spine and deep inside my balls tells me I’m close.

“Apollo, I’m going to come,” I warn and suddenly her hand is gone.

She drops to her knees, puts her hands on my hips and pulls just the head of my cock into her mouth. As soon as I feel her tongue swirl around my straining head, I come. Hot, thick spurts of my cum shoot into her mouth, and she takes as much as she can before she pulls back. I fist myself again and stroke through the rest of my orgasm. I gasp and moan while I shoot out all over my stomach.

She stands up, her eyes wide and happy as she wipes her mouth with the back of her hand.

My stomach recoils as my lust fogged brain starts to clear and the realization of what a monumental mistake I’ve made settles in its place.

Her smile disappears, and she takes a step back as she watches my expression morph from sated to horrified.

And she should be. If she knew where I’d been, she’d wash her mouth out with bleach.

I turn my back on her, grasp both sides of the sink and hang my head in shame.

“We shouldn’t have done that. Not now. Not that …” I feel her moving toward me, and I stiffen my shoulders and say, “I think … you should go.

Enough

Apollo

I can taste Graham’s salty cum on my lips and tongue.

And, he just asked me to leave. After everything.

I’m numb with shock. “You want me to … leave?” I repeat, even though I don’t want him to say it again.

He nods, his broad, muscular, beautiful back to me, his head bowed while he holds on to the sink like he’s the one who’s had his legs cut out from underneath him.

Seeing that unclogs the blockage of patience and love that have kept a lid on the anger and frustration that’s been festering for years now.

“You fucking asshole!” I scream at his back.

He whips around, his eyes wide with shock. “Apollo …” he chokes out.

“What? Did you think I was going to thank you, Graham? You think I was gonna say, ‘Oh, yes, I’ll leave.’” I flap my hands in the air like the pathetic, wounded animal he must think I am.

“I’ve walked around for years. Mooning over you. Waiting for you to see me. Waiting for you to stop making excuses and finally want me.”

“Apollo,” he interrupts and takes a step toward me.

“You’ve said enough.” I need out of this bathroom. I fling the door open and step back into his bedroom.

He hurries out after me. “Please, wait. It’s not that …”

“It’s not what? You said a lot of shit in the cab tonight. And just like London, they were just lies.” My voice breaks on the last word and tears spill from my eyes, and I feel like my heart is bleeding as I sob, unable to stop it.

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