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I poured two mugs and we sat at my lace-covered table almost like strangers, though not quite. My once pretty apartment seemed gray and lifeless now. The lemon yellow, the pink and blue, the sweet flowers. I hated it all, just as I hated the woman who once loved my pretty decorations.
“I’m sorry about last night,” I said.
“I know.”
“You do?”
“I made a mistake, Alex…to think that I could bring your fantasies into reality. It was too much to ask of myself and too much to ask of you.”
“It was?”
He nodded, staring gently into my eyes.
“But what happens now?”
“You still have to make peace with your desires.”
“But how?” I could feel tears welling up in my eyes. My voice sounded pleading and pathetic.
He didn’t like where this was going. “Stop, Alex,” he bit off sternly. “Your flair for drama is admirable, but not now. Listen to me and listen carefully. I’ve thought about this a lot, most of the night, in fact. I want you to see a friend of mine.”
“A friend?”
“Name’s Reggie. He owns an estate on the lake where he often hosts some extravagantly decadent parties – many of which I’ve attended. But, more importantly for you, he sometimes takes women like yourself and opens them to their sexual desires. He gives them opportunities to experience them.”
At the mention of this a drum beat of desire started up in my crotch. Nerves and fear and desire converged at once. “And he just does this…why?”
He shrugged. “He has a strong dominant nature, loves controlling women. It’s what he does. It’s a game for him, and from what I can gather, the women who play with him enjoy it, too.”
“Do you pay him?”
“No. You stay with him on his estate for a period of time. I really don’t know much more than that. At the very least I think it’s something you need to explore. If it doesn’t work out that’s fine, too. But it could be a place to start
– to start again,” he corrected himself.
My heart was beating fast by then, “I don’t know, Will. It seems a bit drastic.”
“I suppose it does. But it doesn’t mean we shouldn’t try.”
“How do you know he’d even do this for me?”
“He’ll need to meet you first, but I think you’re just the sort of woman to suit him. He said he’d like to meet you.”
“You told him about me, about all the things we’ve done?”
“In part.”
“How could you do that? What’s in my head, that’s between you and me, it’s private! When did you talk to him?”
“Last night.”
“So you told a total stranger about my fantasies?”
“I told him about some of your fantasies, about the strength of your resistance, about your ability to create your fantasies in reality.”
I could feel myself start to panic and I wanted to run…but to where. I was in my own apartment. “How could you?” I accused him as I rose from my chair, feeling an urgent need come over me – but for what I didn’t know.
“Alex, sit down and shut up!” he barked. I shuddered and found myself sinking into the couch. “You’re overreacting like you always do. Last night, I was desperate. Reggie’s one of my best friends. He suggested you see him. Frankly, the thought of that hadn’t even crossed my mind when I called him.”
