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“Maybe literally if your attitude doesn’t improve,” he replied curtly. “Of course, you do have a choice to end your penance anytime you want.”
“I know, and I don’t want to,” I rushed in, even though at that moment I wondered if the whole idea wasn’t a ridiculous mistake.
To think that in the end Will would take me back? It was beginning to sound absurd to me, and I was really getting too old to deal in absurdities. The very need I had for this just retribution, the very bizarre enjoyment – and it was enjoyment that I was gleaning from this submission to Reggie – seemed to be what kept me going with my plan. It was wise to be a creature of the moment, and not ponder if there was anything to be gained by this with Will. He could go either way, and I wouldn’t bet on his taking me back. No, I had to accept that this self imposed punishment was a necessary reminder of my yielding nature. If it wasn’t for Will, then perhaps it was for a future lover.
“I’ll see you at my office, four o’clock,” he said.
When I arrived at Reggie’s downtown office, I waited outside for at least forty minutes, though I wasn’t certain because I had forgotten my phone, and strangely there was no clock in the reception area where I sat.
When I was finally admitted into his office it was by Reggie himself coming to the door and motioning me inside. There was still a bustling business going on outside, but once stepping into his private sanctum, I was in another world with him, where there were few rules, and a multitude of odd possibilities available.
Reggie motioned me to sit in a chair before his desk, though rather than sit himself, he leaned casually against it while he addressed me. I looked into his cold blue eyes, wondering, for what must have been for the thousandth time, why we couldn’t have had a relationship. We had so very much in common, even though there were a few significant things about which we diverged.
“You do have the evening to give to me?” he asked.
“Do I have a choice?”
“Of course you have a choice,” he answered with some exasperation.
“I’m sorry, I’m anxious.”
“Maybe someday, you’ll just
accept all this and you won’t have to be anxious,” he mused aloud.
I gave him a little half smile and waited for him to continue.
“Tonight you’ll be the centerpiece of a party a friend of mine is giving. A fantasy party.”
I must have looked puzzled.
“You’ll be posing in the role of a naughty school girl.”
“Really?” The thought was bizarre but Reggie was totally serious.
“Your pert ass will be the focus of the night. You’ll have it spanked and punished so thoroughly you’ll think you’ve died and gone to ‘submissive heaven.”
I might have smiled at the very idea, but I was a little alarmed by this announcement.
“You’ll find the entire experience one humiliating ride into your favorite brand of lust. I’d suggest that to get through the ordeal, you experience it as the lusty high drama that it’s intended to be. An adventure, and not an unpleasant one at that, if you take it in the right frame of mind. I know you’ll enjoy it at one level, but it would be nice if you would make a conscious decision to revel in it. Of course, that’s your choice. I can’t dictate what you’ll enjoy and what will revolt you.”
If he had intended to scare me, he certainly had.
“In order to make the most of this evening, there are a few preparations that need to be made. I thought it easiest to do them here. You can prepare yourself, and even dress right in my office. I want you to feel like a meek young kitten by the time you go the party, willing, humble, submissive, all those things you often protest so much.”
“Preparation?” I asked, wondering what that meant, what could possibly put me in the right frame of mind? It didn’t take long for him to answer my question.
He continued to gaze at me for a moment, I assume gauging my mood.
“You haven’t yet had the thrill of a punishment enema, have you?” Reggie finally asked.
“A what?” I could imagine my face was ashen.
“A thorough cleansing?” he added.
It took me some time to speak. “Is this really necessary?”
“Nothing is necessary, but this suits me, and you’ll find it an unforgettable experience.”
