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“What the fuck you just say to me?” I asked, bending down and getting eye level with her.
I fuckin dared her to repeat that shit again. I didn’t even have the fuckin courage to knock this bitch out; it wasn’t worth me going to jail over.
“Tomorrow we going to the fuckin doctor to check this shit out. Here, you can take that too,” I said, taking my ring off and throwing it at her.
“Sincere, I didn’t mean that. Baby you know Janiya is yours. She’s your Sin,” she cried, getting off the floor following after me. She came and tried to wrap her arms around me, but I quickly shoved her back.
“Get the fuck off me Nae, and I ain’t going to say that shit again,” I said with disgust.
“Baby, you know I didn’t mean that. You know she’s yours,” she cried.
I ignored her as I headed upstairs to pack me a bag. I needed to get the fuck away from her before I messed around and killed her ass in here tonight. I walked back downstairs, and she was still sitting there crying.
“Sincere don’t go. Baby I’m sorry,” she cried. She knew not to fuckin come near me, which is why she stayed her ass on the stairs.
I ignored her as I walked to the door and didn’t even look back. For her sake, she better hope like hell Janiya was mine, or I swear like hell it would be lights out for my wife!
Chapter 25: Nae
I’ve never in my life cheated on Sincere before. I said that shit to him out of spite. I was fuckin mad at him, so I only said that because I knew that it would piss him off. I didn’t think that he would go to the extreme on wanting to get a divorce and really planning on going to the doctor to get a DNA test! I mean, Janiya looks exactly like his ass. There’s no way he could ever question whether she was his or not. Yes, I’ll admit I was wrong for saying that, and I was wrong for talking to another dude while I was at the beach yesterday. The guy that I met, his name was Chris. We talked for a little while and he seemed interesting, but I knew that I would never be able to pursue something with him anyways. Sincere might have threw that wedding ring at me, but please believe he wasn’t going anywhere and neither was I. I wonder who told his ass that I was out last night anyways. That’s why I couldn’t stand Sincere’s homeboys now, because they ran back and told him everything I did like some little hoes.
When Sincere left last night, I couldn’t even find it in me to go to sleep. I tried calling him all night, but he wouldn’t even answer his phone. At first he was sending me to voicemail, and then he eventually shut his phone completely off. This was the first time ever that Sincere had gotten this mad at me, and I didn’t like it at all. The way he threw that ring at me last night, the look in his eyes, made me feel like he really might be done with my ass. I was going to do whatever it was that I had to do to get my husband back, even if I have to beg until I’m blue in the face.
I got out of the bed and went to take me a nice shower. I needed something to help calm my nerves. I had been stressing, wanting to know if my husband was okay and where did he sleep last night. I usually knew Sincere’s whereabouts, but right now I literally had no clue where he was. After stepping out of the shower thirty minutes later, I wrapped the towel around me and walked into my bedroom, and picked my phone up from my nightstand to call my mom and check on my baby.
When she answered, I got right to the point.
“How’s my baby, Ma?” I asked, taking a seat on the edge of my bed.
“And good morning to you too. What done crawled up your ass this morning?” my mom fussed.
Even though she was my mom, we were more like sisters. I was 25 and my mother was 42, but she didn’t look a day over 21. She had me when she was only 17 years old. We had more of a sister relationship, because I told my mother any and everything. I wouldn’t dare tell her the mess that went down with my husband and me last night, though. My mom was team Sincere all the way. Growing up, my mom didn’t really know how to raise me because hell, she was a baby herself. That woman let me do whatever the fuck I wanted to do. I even told her when I was 14 about me losing my virginity to Sincere. Even though my mom would let me do whatever, I knew that she still loved me, because she would always lecture to me about finishing school so that I could be better than she was.
As a child, my mom received all types of benefits from the government–Section 8 housing, food stamps, WIC, and welfare. My mom wasn’t working, so she depended on the check that she received at the beginning of every month. When I turned 17, I got me a job at Walmart as a part-time cashier, even though Sincere didn’t want me working. I didn’t want to be running after his ass when I got home from school, so I thought it was best that I started working. I didn’t even need the money, but I was just doing it so that my mom would be proud of me for doing something productive. That motivated my mom, so she went back to school and received her GED, and she currently works now at the post office in Miami, where she’s been for like the past seven years. I was extremely proud of my mom, because I could actually tell that she was happy. She was a great grandmother to Janiya, too.
“Nothing Ma, I’m good. Where is Niy?” I asked again.
“Hold on let me get her.”
I heard some moving around going on and then two minutes later, my daughter came on the phone.
“Hi Mommy,” she cooed into the phone.
“Hey stanka. What are you doing?” I asked her.
“Nothing, I was eating breakfast. What are you doing Mommy?” she asked me.
I smiled as I listened to my daughter. She was always so concerned about me. I loved this little girl so much. My daughter knew me better than my own husband did. She knew when I was sad, when I wasn’t feeling well, or if something was bothering. Of course, I wouldn’t discuss with my daughter the problems that her father and I were having, so whenever she would ask me what’s wrong, I would always inform her that I was okay, even though she didn’t believe me.
“Nothing, I miss you,” I said into the phone.
“I miss you too Mommy, but I don’t want to come home just yet. Grandma said she was taking me to the movies today to see Annie. But if you need me to come home I will, okay?”
“Okay baby, no you go have fun with grandma, Mommy will be okay. I’ll just come get you tomorrow then,” I said, wiping the tears from my eyes. I really was planning on going to get my daughter since I didn’t have my husband here with me, but I didn’t want to be a bitch and stop her from hanging out with her grandma.
“Okay Mommy, I love you.”
“I love you too,” I said, and ended the call.
