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Everything goes white, then black, then bright.
My entire world seems to explode into wonder and chaos at the same time, and I don’t know how I managed to live this long without this wonderful girl in my life.
In our lives.
She’s perfect.
She’s wonderful.
She’s ours.
Chapter Eleven
Sabrina
“I don’t want you to go,” I whisper.
It’s been a wonderful day of love and pleasure and sweetness. Being with Wilson and Reece has shown me just how much I don’t know about the world: just how much I don’t understand. More than that, they’ve shown me what I’ve been missing.
They’ve shown me just how much I really crave this togetherness, this wonder.
And I don’t want Wilson to leave.
“It’s going to be okay,” he says, pulling me close.
After we made love again this morning, we all spent over an hour in the shower together. Wilson and Reece both have enormous walk-in showers. I know because they gave me a full tour of the house and all I can say is damn.
This place is insane.
After showering, we ate, made love again, showered again, and then ate some more.
Now it’s almost dusk and I’m sore, sated, and happy, but I’m also scared.
“You don’t know that,” I tell him.
“I’m good at what I do, love.”
“Anyone can make a mistake,” I point out.
“True, but I won’t.”
“How can you be sure?”
I’m close to crying.
Me, the doctor.
Me, the woman.
Me, the lover.
I’m about to cry over a guy I barely know. I’m about to cry over a boy who has a job to do. It’s been a long-ass time since I cried over a lover. Well, except for my ex-wife.
I don’t know if I can ever stop crying over her.
But with her, things were different.
I cried over her because she broke me, because she didn’t want me anymore. I cried because we had something beautiful, and in my eyes, she threw it all away.
