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I don’t want to hurt her. I know that what I’m doing is totally, completely selfish. If I were a good man, I would tell her I’m running off with my dad tomorrow. If I were a kind and loving man, I would tell her that she shouldn’t spend this night with me.
I’m not, though.
I’m not any of those things.
I’m just me.
Cage.
I’m just a bear shifter 19-year-old who wants what everyone else in the entire world wants: to be accepted and to be cared for and oh...
To lose myself in Alicia.
“I love you, too,” I tell her, and it’s not a lie. I adore Alicia. If I were the type of guy to settle down, she’s the woman I’d want to do it with. When I think about my future, I always see her, but I know that I’m no good for her.
She climbs over me. Somehow, we’re both naked. Somehow, we’re both ready. It’s time for this thing between us to happen, and she lowers herself down onto me.
The sensation is...unimaginably perfect.
She’s perfect.
The way her pussy clenches around my cock is perfect, and it takes every bit of willpower not to come apart right then. She seems to sense this because she laughs at me and kisses me softly. Then she starts to rock gently, moving up and down.
I look up at Alicia, and I reach for her face. I touch her cheeks carefully as she moves in time with a song no one but our hearts can hear.
I love her so much.
I need her.
Crave her.
When I close my eyes at night, she’s all I see, and right now, I can’t imagine a world without her in it.
I kiss Alicia gently, and I thrust up into her. I’m going to take my time because we have all night.
We have all night, and no tomorrow, so I’m going to make this count.
Chapter One
Five Years Later
Alicia
“I don’t want to!” Orlando stomps his foot and shakes his head like it matters. He glares at me, crossing him arms over his chest like I’m somehow going to care about the fact that he’s upset.
“I understand that,” I tell him gently. “And I know you’re upset.” It’s taking all of my patience not to freak out. When people warned me that the toddler years were going to be terrible, they forgot to share that the preschool years are even worse.
“But I don’t want to!”
“It’s going to be fun,” I remind Orlando as I wrestle him into his jacket. Fun for who? I’m not sure. Definitely not his teacher. Hopefully it’ll be fun for him, though. Orlando is a good kid, albeit a bit nervous when it comes to trying new things. That’s not really his fault, though. If anything, I blame myself.
I should have tried harder when he was smaller to get him out of the house and doing stuff, but being a single mom is hard, and honestly, it’s not really what I signed up for.
When I gave Cage my V-Card all those years ago, I thought I was making love to someone who adored me and cherished me. I didn’t know he was going to leave town the next day or that I’d never hear from him again.
I definitely didn’t know that I was going to end up pregnant with his kid.
Oh, and I didn’t realize that his kid was going to be a panda shifter.
