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"You are a liar. You would never let him inside your body like that."
"I'm not a habitual liar like you. I let Hayden do whatever he wanted, however he wanted. Three glorious times," I said, drawing out the last three words with a sugary sweetness.
Kova released the hold on my wrist and lifted my leg. He turned me to the side and slapped my outer thigh painfully hard. I yelped, my hips jumping off the table.
"You want to know the best part?" I gave no fucks about hurting him, he deserved it.
"Adrianna," he warned. He looked so crazed, even his hands were trembling, but I knew I did too. Like we were both ready to kill each other. Kova wanted me to stop but I refused to this time. He was going to feel my wrath.
I continued, knowing this would set him off. His gaze dropped to my mouth. "He fucked me right where we're standing,” I said, smacking the surface of the table. "Then he fucked me bare in the shower and I felt every incredible inch of him. He pulled my hair and bent me over until he was balls deep and then fucked me until I couldn't walk."
His face paled to a startling sheen of white. Frozen in place with only a deadly stare, I knew it would destroy him and I was glad it did. Only now would he be able to feel even an ounce of what he’d made me feel.
Without saying another word, Kova loosened his hand from my neck, but then he slammed his fist into the wood table three times insanely fast, right next to my head. I sat up and raised my arm with the knife held tight in my fist, and for a split second, I wondered if I could really stab him or not. That was how far Kova had pushed me.
Kova grabbed my wrist just as thunder struck outside. I could hear the rain pelting the balcony. Taking hold of my other hand, he placed them both behind my back and leaned into me. Our bodies flushed together in a bittersweet intimacy.
"Why? Why would you do this?" he growled and pressed his forehead to mine, then turned his head. His cheeks were red and he radiated with a heartbreaking emotion that I’d caused. Kova clenched his eyes shut and he pressed his lips to the side of my face, along my jaw, and down my neck, nipping and biting, sinking his teeth in and not caring. "Do you hate me that much you had to fuck someone else? Take it back," he pleaded, his hot breath trailed along the curve of my neck. "Tell me you are lying just to hurt me. Please, Adrianna, tell me you are making all of this up.”
"Open your eyes and look into mine."
He did, and a sinful smile spread across my face, reaching my eyes. I pressed my chest into his and took joy in his revulsion.
"I had sex with Hayden," I said in a sultry voice purposely meant to taunt him. "I know it kills you to know another guy felt me come around his cock, just like it killed me to find out you married Katja. Even my diagnosi
s paled in comparison to that news. I don't think anything could equal that pain I felt. That's how much you destroyed me. Now you can feel what I've been feeling for months."
His eyes were a dark cavern of hatred. Lips a whisper above mine, he said, "I told you I would kill both of you."
"Do your worst. I'm already dead inside."
"You think you are the only one suffering? You think you are the only one dying inside?" His face was so close to mine. "Every day you have no idea what I am dealing with. Every day the darkness spreads to another piece of me. The numbness is unbearable. Now this with that little shit…" He shook his head and muttered in Russian. "The only time I ever feel anything is when I am near you, but now…" Kova trailed off and let go of my hands.
"I wanted him to make me forget you, what you feel like."
Cupping my jaw, Kova rubbed his face against the side of mine and laughed under his breath. I gripped the knife handle tighter as a chill rolled down my spine.
"And how did that work out for you, hmm?"
I didn't say anything.
"You know you will never be able to forget about me the same way I cannot stop thinking about you for even a fucking second of my miserable life. It is killing me."
"He replaced you."
Kova pulled back and eyed my hand with the steel blade. "You will never be able to replace me. Never. Just like I will never replace you."
I let out a strangled whimper at the truth of his words.
"Could you live without me? Because I cannot live without you, and that is the God’s honest fucking truth."
I whimpered again, overcome with emotion.
"Let go of the knife, Adrianna," he pleaded, his voice so broken. I shook my head. "You cannot live without me, because I could not live without you."
"Let go of me."
"Why? So you can cut me?"
