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“Joshua,” I whisper. “I’m here, baby, wake up.” He frowns again. “Joshua,” I repeat. I bend and gently kiss his cheek. “I love you,” I whisper. His eyelids start to flutter. I grab his hand and he squeezes it as he slowly opens his eyes. I smile at him. “Hi,” I whisper.
He squints as he tries to focus his eyes.
“Tash,” he whispers.
Tears fill my eyes, “I’m here, baby. It’s ok, I’m here.” He gives me a weak smile and I lean and gently kiss his cheek.
“What’s going on?” he whispers through a husky throat.
“You’re in the hospital, you took a cocaine overdose.” His face drops and he lifts his arm to look at the intravenous drip into the back of his hand, then he shakes his head in shock.
“How long?” he shakes his head again. I buzz for the nurse. He frowns again and I know he is trying to remember what happened. The nurse enters the room and smiles. “Mr Stanton, how are you feeling?” He stays silent while staring at me. I think he is in shock.
I give him a weak smile. “She asked you a question,” I whisper.
He shakes his head. “I’m ok,” he gently answers. Cameron walks into the room and his smile nearly beams me off the bed.
“You ok mate?” He walks over and gently kisses Joshua’s forehead and I melt. This is love; Cameron adores Joshua. I smile as my eyes tear up again.
The doctor walks in and nods to us all. “You have given your brother and wife here a hell of a shock, Joshua.”
Joshua frowns at me and I smile in return. He’s confused—he holds up his hand to look at his ring finger and frowns again. I bite my lip to stifle my smile—he thinks we are married.
“Do you know where you are?” the doctor asks.
Joshua nods. “In the hospital,” he huskily replies.
“And why are you here?” he asks.
Joshua casts his eyes down in shame. “Drug overdose,” he whispers. He coughs dryly and the nurse
pours him a glass of water. He tentatively takes a sip. “Thank you” he whispers. He looks around. “Where’s Adrian?” I smile at that question. He’s ok. He’s going to be ok.
“Only immediate family and spouses,” Cameron replies.
The doctor looks into Joshua’s eyes with a torch. “I will be keeping you in for observation for a few days but you are a very lucky man. You were close to death and have selfishly put your loved ones through hell.”
“You got that right,” Cameron interjects.
Joshua’s eyes drop again. “Sorry,” he murmurs. His eyes find me through the room and I melt into them. I have so missed this man—it is as if a part of me has been missing. I give him a weak smile and he holds out his hand for me. I gratefully take it and he kisses the back of my hand and rests his cheek against it.
Tears fill my eyes as Cameron smiles and rubs Joshua’s head. “See you in the morning” and with that he leaves the room. The doctor stays for around another fifteen minutes and I stay silent in the corner waiting patiently for my time with him. A nurse comes and removes his catheter and after what seems like an eternity they leave us alone.
I gently cuddle him as I am overcome with tears. “I’m so sorry Josh, forgive me baby. I have done this to you.”
He shakes his head. “No, Tash, I did this.”
“I will never leave you again, I promise you Josh. I love you too much to be without you.”
He looks down at my hand and frowns. “Did Adrian get your ring from the safe?”
I frown and shake my head. What’s he talking about? There’s a ring?
“Cameron just told them we were married to get me access to you.”
His face drops. “Oh,” he answers quietly. He gives me a weak smile. “I thought we got married.”
I smile and bend to gently kiss him. “I wish,” I whisper.
