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CHAPTER ONE
Candy stared at her reflection in the small round mirror in the aeroplane's toilet, and it was with something of a sense of shock that she took in the image peering back at her.
Thick, silky hair of a glowing russet-red hanging in soft waves to slender shoulders, vivid sapphire-blue eyes under finely arched brows, clear, creamy skin dotted with the merest sprinkling of freckles across a small straight nose… It looked like her, admittedly, she thought numbly, and yet how could the pain and frightening bitterness of the last months not show on the face of the girl who gazed back at her?
But she had always been good at hiding her real feelings. The thought brought her small chin up in unconscious defiance of the voice inside her head telling her she couldn't do this, that she should have stayed in Canada where everything was safe and normal, that she wasn't strong enough yet to strike out on her own.
'You are a survivor, Candy Grey.' She brushed back the wispy fringe from her forehead as she spoke out loud, and on realising her hands were trembling she clenched them into fists at her side. 'You are.' The azure gaze became a glare that dared her to contradict it. 'And you are going to make it.'
The future might not be what she had imagined for herself this time a year ago, but so what? The narrowed eyes with their abundantly thick lashes were unflinching. She could either wallow in self-pity, and eventually let it drown her, or she could make a new life for herself—a life where she called all the shots and where she was answerable to no one. Life on her own terms. She nodded at the declaration, her slim shoulders straightening.
Once back in her comfortable seat in the first-class section of the plane, she ignored the none too subtle overtures from the man in the next seat, who had proved a pain for the whole of the journey from Vancouver, and endeavoured to prepare herself for the landing at Heathrow. Then, once she had battled her way through the terminal, she could pick up the car one of Xavier's business colleagues had arranged to have waiting for her arrival and, bingo, she was on her way, she told herself firmly. And so it proved.
Within a short time of the plane landing she was ensconced in a little blue Fiesta, her luggage filling the boot and back seat and spilling over on to the passenger seat at the side of her.
It took her several attempts to navigate her way out of London but she didn't panic. After the bottomless abyss of the last months what was getting lost in the overall scheme of things? Candy asked herself caustically on eventually finding herself in the outskirts. If nothing else she had learnt what was important and what was not.
Autonomy was important. Being able to choose what she wanted to do and when she wanted to do it. She flexed her long slim legs at the memory of her endless months in the wheelchair and drew in the air very slowly between her small white teeth. She might still get exhausted very quickly, and the self-physiotherapy the doctor had taught her would have to continue for some months yet, but she was mistress of her own destiny again.
And it could have all been so different. The horrendous accident that had taken Harper could so easily have left her in a wheelchair for life. All things considered, she was lucky.
The thought mocked the devastation of what was left of her life, but Candy reiterated it in her mind almost defiantly. She was lucky, she told herself firmly.
She had fought back against the consuming thick grey blanket of depression which had weighed her down in the early days, throwing it off with Herculean resolve. She had climbed out of the dark, mindless pit of that time and she was blowed if she would allow herself to be sucked into it again by self-pity.
And everyone had been so good to her, and still continued to be. Of course they all felt sorry for her, she acknowledged a trifle bitterly. She knew exactly what they'd been saying. The car accident, her fiancé being killed, Candy's struggle to emerge from the coma she had been in for days after the collision only to surface to the realisation that she might never walk again—it was all terrible, they'd said soberly. No wonder dear Candy was depressed and apathetic.
And she had let them believe what was convenient. She hadn't told a living soul the real reason for the suicidal emptiness of those early days and she never would.
The strident honking of an oncoming car brought Candy sharply out of the morass of black memories, and, although the other driver's anger was directed at a smart red sports car which had deliberately cut across its path, the incident was enough to nudge her mind fully back to her driving.
The November day was bright but bitterly cold, bare branches of trees reaching out into a silver-blue sky as the car ate up the miles along the pleasant countrified route Candy was following.
It was just after three when she reached the small Sussex town she had been making for, and she was exhausted. She glanced at the carefully written instructions she'd fixed to the dashboard and followed them to the letter. Within ten minutes the car had turned off the tree-lined road of prosperous-looking homes and on to a wide pebbled drive in front of a large, sprawling detached house.
'Veterinary Surgery.' Never had two words looked sweeter. Candy cut the engine, leant back in the seat and stretched her neck, running her hands through her hair before massaging her scalp lightly.
The drive had been a short one compared to the long hauls she was used to making as part of everyday life in Canada, but it was at times like this that her body reminded her—all too stringently—that she wasn't quite so well as she would like to believe.
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sp; Still, all she had to do now was collect the key of Essie's cottage from Quinn Ellington, who now owned the practice, and follow his instructions for the last mile or two. Easy. She rotated her head once more and climbed out of the car, walking across the drive to the big old-fashioned oak door and ringing the bell before stepping back a pace.
The seconds ticked by, and after a full minute Candy tried the bell again. And again. When that didn't bring a result she turned the big brass doorknob and stepped gingerly into a large square hall, the white and black tiles on the floor spangled by the autumn sunlight.
The hall was empty, and so was the reception area beyond it, but just as she seated herself somewhat uncertainly in one of the straight-backed upholstered chairs dotted about the bright and cheerful waiting area, a large middle-aged woman popped her head round the door leading from the hall.
'Are you Candy? Xavier's niece?' It was rushed and harassed, and Candy only managed a quick nod—opening her mouth to speak before the woman cut in again with, 'We've got an emergency. I must get back. Wait there and Quinn will be with you as soon as he can.' Then the door closed again and all was quiet.
Great. Candy stared blankly across the space. She hadn't expected the red carpet treatment or anything like that, but a, Hi, how are you? or a, Nice to meet you, wouldn't have come amiss.
She eased her fiat leather shoes off her feet and dug the fingers of both hands into the small of her back, working tense, bunched muscles for some moments before settling back with a tired sigh and shutting her eyes. She might as well relax while she waited, she decided drowsily. No point in getting ruffled She let her head fall back against the whitewashed wall behind her and was asleep in the next moment.
When Quinn walked into the reception area five minutes later he had the apology hovering on his lips, but instead of a possibly irate or testy young woman confronting him he saw Candy. Fast asleep, her coppery hair in silky disarray, thick eyelashes lying like smudges on the pale cream of a skin that looked to be translucent Impossibly lovely and quite alarmingly fragile.
He stopped abruptly, ebony eyes narrowing into slits of black light, and he remained like that for a good few seconds before glancing at his watch. Five minutes and she was sleeping the sleep of the dead; she must have been out on her feet Still, that wasn't surprising. He knew Xavier and Essie had been hotly against this young woman making the journey from Canada alone, but Essie had informed him—ruefully—that Xavier's niece had a lot of her uncle's stubbornness. It was in the genes.
He hadn't expected her to be quite so beautiful; her photo hadn't done her justice. The thought came from nowhere and Quinn brushed it aside irritably, his strong, chiselled face hardening. This was Xavier's niece and she had been through hell; whether she was beautiful or not was irrelevant She needed peace and quiet and looking after, although the last was to be done without her knowledge. But he'd promised Xavier and Essie he would keep an eye on this young woman and he would. In a fatherly fashion.
