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“Listen to me, please,” I said.
She looked up at me, her breathing a little heavier. She bit her lower lip, which drove me insane. “So, talk,” she said, smooching my stomach. “I’m listening.”
I took a big breath as she continued to feast on my abs, her hand sliding up and down between my legs. I let out a shaky breath and looked up at the sky. “I don’t want our relationship to be—” I looked back down as her mouth followed her finger that had hooked into the waistband of my shorts, “—just about the incredible—” her finger pulled my shorts down further, her mouth trailing kisses. I swallowed hard “—intensely pleasurable—” her hand disappeared into my shorts and found what it was looking for, “—sex you and I have.” I put my head back as she began stroking me. “Oh, God,” I breathed.
“If sex is the only thing our relationship would be based upon, I’m okay with that.” She crawled up my body, her mouth back on mine. Her kiss was intense, and my futile attempt at talking halted quickly. “You see, I can’t resist you when you’re this close to me.” She bit at my lip playfully. “I need to feel you inside me. I need to feel the arousal you force through me.” Her tongue plunged into my mouth, and my discretion was shattered.
I grabbed her ass with both hands and hoisted her up on top of me, positioning her so she’d feel everything I wanted to give her. My hands fed up her back momentarily, then down to her ass and I pressed my groin into hers. She winced, wiggling her body over mine. She pressed into me, her breathing harder. She sat up and looked down at me, her hips moving back and forth. The sensation she was giving me was intensifying, and I was pushing to the point of no return.
Her body was sexy as it slithered over mine. Her eyes gleamed with passion, and her tongue teased me as she licked her lips slowly. I l plunged my hands into her hair, pulling her back down to me. I hungrily pressed my mouth to hers, consuming her lips as my tongue explored her mouth.
Naomi was moaning with pleasure as she dry humped me. I wanted to feel the inside of her again. I wrapped my arms around her and rolled her over on her back. I hovered over her and watched her face. She was panting with hunger in her eyes.
Her lower lip quivered. Her eyes shifted back and forth. I kissed her again, my hands sliding down her sides. Sand stuck to our wet bodies, and the waves occasionally touched our feet. I moved my hips over hers my fingers grasping the side of her bathing suit bottoms. I deepened our kiss as I slid the side of her bikini down off her hip bone.
“I’m going to make love to you right here on this beach, Naomi. I’m going to show you just how badly I’ve needed you, baby.”
Her hands jetted out to my chest, and she pushed harder than I had expected. I leaned away from her. The look on her face had changed. The hunger was gone. Fear replaced it.
“What’s wrong?” I asked. “Am I hurting you?”
“No,” she barely said. A sob sucked into her throat, and she turned her head away.
“Baby, what is it? What did I do?” I knew the answer. I pushed too hard. I let it get out of control. The very thing I told myself I wouldn’t do.
“I can’t. I can’t do this.” She pushed again, and I rolled off her.
“Okay. Okay, we don’t have to do this. I didn’t want to go this far. I wanted to take it slow. We can do that, Naomi. We can take it slow.” I felt a panic in my chest when she scooted away from me. “Let’s just talk. We can walk along the beach and talk.”
“No. Devlin, I can’t do this. I can’t do any of this. This was a mistake.”
She ripped at my heart again when she scrambled up to her feet and ran back to the party.
I was desperate. I couldn’t lose her again, not after the way she touched me. I was addicted, and she was my fix.
CHAPTER 7
Naomi
EVERYTHING IN MY heart was screaming at me to stop and let Devlin back into my life. My head was yelling to keep him out. He’d only break my heart. He’d find out about the baby and run the other way. Guys like him didn’t settle down. They weren’t fathers and husbands. They didn’t do the nine-to-five job thing and come home to a family excited to see him. He was a drifter.
I knew that the night I met him. I knew what I was getting into when I agreed to lead him away from everything that kept me safe. I knew I was making a mistake, but I did it anyway. I invited him into my life, into my body, and into my heart.
