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"Oh, my GOD, Derek -- what are you SAYING?"
In a way, it seemed like I had indeed lost my mind. I hadn't dreamed in a million years that I'd be fucking Holly Grandal tonight, so I didn't have a single condom in my possession.
And of course, Holly wouldn't keep them in her apartment. Not only was she a virgin and a conservative Catholic, but keeping a supply of condoms would be tantamount to admitting consent.
"You heard me, Holly -- I'm glad we don't have any condoms. I don't care if you get pregnant," I said, continuing to thrust as I held her close. I watched her face and felt her tits jiggling against my chest.
"You want to fuckin' wreck my life, don't you, you fuckin' rapist!" she sneered.
Her words felt like a verbal kick in the groin. Was I REALLY RAPING her?
I decided to come completely clean with her, unleashing my hidden emotions of the greater part of my life.
"But Holly, I want to have babies with you - not to wreck your life, but as part of joining our lives," I admitted. "They'll be the smartest kids on the planet. Holly, don't you see? I LOVE you. I always HAVE."
I thrust deeper, kissing her cheeks, her nose, her forehead, and -- finally -- her lips.
She seemed to be frozen in stunned silence. Finally, as I slowed my thrusting, she spoke.
"You -- LOVE me?" she rasped.
"And I'm going to spurt my cum inside you to make you mine! I've never loved anyone else!" I had lost all inhibition.
"Holy SHIT!" she exclaimed. "You BASTARD!"
Despite her words, I couldn't hold back. I increased the tempo of my thrusts as I continued to kiss and fondle her body.
She went completely rigid just as my throbbing cock and balls could contain their enthusiasm no longer.
"Holly, I'm going to cum! Cum with me! Oh, HOLLY!!!" I cried out. My orgasm erupted violently and my sperm spewed forth in search of Holly's egg.
Tears flowed once again from Holly's eyes. She was shaking spasmodically, and I couldn't tell whether from anger or joy, from fear or sexual release.
As my climax subsided, my brain began to overload. I desperately wanted to clear the air with her, but my alcoholic overindulgence at the bar, the strain of the role-playing, and the endorphin release of my orgasm conspired to overwhelm my fuzzy synapses. I rolled off Holly and onto the bed beside her, draping my arm across her chest. Without realizing it, I drifted off to sleep...
* * * * *
I awoke to bright sunlight filtering through the window. I had a splitting headache. I was hung over and needed some coffee. Where was I? Had I just been dreaming about Holly Grandal again?
My brain slowly began to piece together the events of the night before. Had I really met up with Holly Grandal at a sports bar? Was this her apartment? Holly was not in the room.
Oh, my GOD! Had I RAPED her?
I pulled back the sheets in horror. Sure enough, there was a mixture of blood and semen on the sheets. I had taken her cherry. It was no dream.
"Holly?" I called out, "Are you HERE, Holly?"
No answer.
I crawled out of bed, completely naked. I grabbed my clothes up off the floor and quickly dressed. After taking a piss in her toilet, being careful to raise the seat, I left Holly's apartment.
Outside, I hailed a cab and gave him the address to my apartment. The cabbie gave me an odd stare. I stared back at him, taking in his turban and Middle Eastern appearance.
It took me a moment to realize the source of his consternation: I was disheveled and smelled of raw sex. "Let's go," I said, ending the staredown. I guess he decided his fare was more important than his disdain. We headed toward my apartment.
He dropped me off in front of my building. It was Saturday, so at least I didn't have to worry about being late for class amidst all my other troubles. I went upstairs to get a shower.
The door to the bathroom was locked. I banged on the door, and my roommate Ted called out. "Just a minute, bro," he shouted.
