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“Please don’t do that to me.” It’s bad enough you’re gonna do it against my will, but for others to watch. I’d rather eat shit and die first.
“Taylor, it is going to be quite pleasant to punish you later. For you to think that I would want another laying his eyes on you like that is just plain stupid, mean, and arrogant. And I don’t touch you against you’re will Sweet, you’ll do good to remember that as well.” He turned his head away from her. “I’m going to get your refill now.” And he walked away.
She stared at his back as he stopped by the bar.
I didn’t mean to hurt you. I know you can hear me. Please don’t be mad at me. Wait a minute. You bring me here! This is the first I have ever witnessed such and you expect me to be all like ok spank me baby! I knew you were too good to be true. I’d like a double of American Honey with a lemon slice please and thank you, SIR!
She screamed at him with her thoughts. She watched his back straighten, tighten. She immediately was thankful for the distance between them. Then she came up with a plan, knowing full well he knew exactly what she would do. She would get drunk, puke, turn him off, then pass out. He wouldn’t be doing anything to her.
Jealousy and irritation swept over Taylor as she watched a woman walk up to Damien. She kept her head down as she spoke with him. She then turned facing Taylor, raising her head looking at her. Taylor wondered what the woman could possibly want from her as the woman began walking towards her.
“Hello! My name is Leah. I spoke with your Master and he has given me permission to speak with you. Is that ok?”
“I guess so. I’m Taylor.”
“Nice to meet you. I haven’t ever seen you here before. This your first time here?”
Oh my first time everything. Taylor blushed. “Yes.”
“I could tell.”
“How?”
“Your reaction to the scene. I remember my first scene. It was similar. I remember exactly how I felt. But I kept an open mind and let my body respond.”
“Does it hurt?”
“What the spankings with the paddle?” Taylor nodded. “God yes. The first few aren’t too bad. But after about three or four you want it to stop but at the same time you want it harder and faster. I know it’s difficult to understand until you experience it.”
“Why do they like to hurt us?”
“Oh you are new at this aren’t you. How can I put this in a way that you can understand.” Taylor watched as Leah struggled to find the right words. “The best way I know how to explain it is, they don’t do it for them. They do it for us. Sure they get pleasure from it, but not the pleasure we get I can assure you. I have been a Dom before. It was exciting and stimulating, but nothing like the rush I get off being a sub.”
“If you were a Dom, why are you a sub now?”
“Easy! Because the sub has all the power. The sub is the one that is in control. It isn’t about pleasuring someone else. It’s about receiving the pleasure that your Domme offers you. In return, I get great pleasure both for myself and in giving him what he wants which is to pleasure me. You might not understand why your Dom wants to do things new to you at first but if you allow yourself to enjoy it and push the thoughts of how wrong you think it should be back, it is exhilarating.
“Think of it this way. I run my own business. I make decisions all day long. I am in complete control of everything. I have to be in control. That is why I thought I was a Domme. But after a night of bad betting, I realized that I was only pretending to be a sub. I don’t want to make decisions when it comes to the bedroom. That is one part of my life that I can leave in the hands of someone else and I know without a doubt, it’s in good hands.”
“How do you know that? What if he hurts you?”
“He won’t. I trust him not to.”
“Your right I don’t understand. Enough about that though. My Master as you put it is coming back. But I need to know, did you have to ask his permission to speak to me?”
“Yep, it shows respect from one Dom to the next. Knowing that a sub is asking permission shows that she/he respects the Dom as well as their own Dom.”
“I see.” Taylor didn’t see. She was even more tangled now than she was before.
“I better get back. If you have any questions, let me know. I don’t mind helping out.”
“Thanks.”
Damien stood beside her now with irritation radiating off of his body. He stared at her while sliding the shot, lemon and drink in front of her. “Well!” Attitude noted.
“Well what? You forget I can’t read your mind.” Attitude returned.
“Take your shot. We don’t have long before the next scene.” He sat but he turned from her.
