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“Easy. I couldn’t break it. I didn’t answer you because I thought you needed some space. I’m never leaving you again. Ever. So let’s just make a promise to each other right now.” She nodded agreeing with him. “If you choose to embrace your destiny, when you can control me and I have no choice but to obey you’re every order. There are two things I want. You can never order me away and I maintain complete control in the bedroom whether you change or not.”
“Ok.”
“Well that was easy.” He smiled.
“My Sex God. I would never order you away and if you weren’t in control I would be your Sex Goddess instead. Besides, I make so many decisions all the time, it’s nice not to have to make one with you. And I have learned I like the thrill of not knowing what you have up your sleeve next.”
“Oh Sweet, you are My Sex Goddess. I just control you.”
“I can live with that.”
“Good. What else you got for me?”
“There’s so much I want to know. Is there any way I can change without affecting my children’s lives?”
His eyes softened. “No.” His voice was soft, full of sadness.
Her heart ached. She wanted this life with him, but she wouldn’t take it because her children were first and foremost in her life. She wouldn’t make a choice that could affect their adult lives.
“Don’t think about that right now. It’s not a decision that is going to affect whether we marry. I still want to marry you no matter what path in life you take. I am forever yours and you are forever mine.” He stood repositioning himself at the foot of the bed, pulling the comforter up over her feet he began to massage.
“Ok are you ready for my next one?”
“Yes. Blue, country, nike, trucks, horses, colgate. I could go on like this forever.” He laughed answering every question that came to her mind quickly.
“You shouldn’t laugh at me. Favorite movie?”
“North and South.”
Mines Dracula, Surprised? He shakes his head no at her. She laughed before going on to the next one. “Favorite song?”
“Well, it recently changed. Used to be Red Solo Cup and Hillbilly Bone but I keep hearing this song, Over You. I hear it so often that it has just kinda stuck with me.”
“I know that song. Beautiful. I have played it over and over again.”
“That’s how I know it. Sending a message by singing it to Chase. It was your way of freeing some of that anger you have with him.” His tone was understanding.
“What about Jarrod and my sister? What’s going on with them? I mean she has it bad for him. She says she’s in love with him. I know you said he feels for her like you do for me, but I need to know that he will make her happy.”
“Do you really want to know?” His mouth curved and his eyebrow arched almost daring her.
“Yes.”
“Let’s just say your sister is quite the M and S part of BDSM.”
“Oh.” Taylor is stunned. Wait a minute. “I didn’t mean it like that. I want to know if they will be happy.”
“I know. But it is true. They will marry just like us. Your sister is hoping that we can have a double ceremony. And I can’t put a finger on it. Her mind isn’t clear. Her thoughts are scrambled. For whatever reason it means a lot to her. He loves her Taylor. I don’t know how to make you understand the connection that we have to you and her.”
“I wonder why? Will they live happily ever after? He will treat her as good as you will be to me?” Taylor needed to know that Liz would be ok. After all they were going through, that was one more thing she needed to know. That she would be safe, protected, loved and cared for no matter what.
“Identical to the way I treat you and want to for the rest of our time. He would take his own life before he would hurt her purposely. I have no doubts. You shouldn’t worry about them.”
“Good. That’s really important to me. Now, about the ring. There will be a ring correct?”
“Absolutely Sweet. One that your heart desires.”
“White gold. Everything else doesn’t matter to me. I just love white gold.”
