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A doctor glances at me with narrowed eyes. “Are you a—”
“A doctor, do your job!” I shout, shoving him with the rest of the team.
I collapse to the ground, my feet unable to take the weight in my chest. Shaky breaths come in and out of my lungs, asphyxiating it with detergent air. It fucking hurts. More than the asylum. More than my hallucinations. The thought of never seeing her again hurts the most.
Goddammit!
My fist connects with the wall. My knuckles burn, but not enough to extinguish the pain.
Kane stands by my side, his eyes softening at the corners. “We need to go, Sir.”
I know. It’s already risky that I’m sitting here. Soon someone will come snooping and asking questions. But I can’t possibly leave while Mae is—
“She’s stable,” Kane says, his expression of pure relief. “I overheard some of the nurses.” He pauses, glancing sideways then at his watch. “I’ve sent someone to take care of the surveillance cameras. Now, we really need to go.”
My feet are unable to carry me to the car, Kane has to help with that. My mind’s too busy to function straight.
I steal one last look at Mae’s room and walk out of her life.
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Mae
Beeping. A horrendous smell of bleach. More beeping.
The material underneath me rubs against my skin in an uncomfortable friction.
I open my eyes. Blurry white greets me, then the shadows morph into walls. I close my eyelids, a strangled moan escapes my lips. Why am I not dead? I should be dead.
“Mae, honey.”
My breath hitches.
Mum? I think I heard Mum’s voice. It sounds so real.
I turn my head to the side. At first, it’s another shadow, but when I squint, Mum comes into view. She sits by my side, smiling warmly, tears falling to her cheeks. Dad is behind her, his usually trimmed hair is hazardous as if he just got out of bed.
How could they be here? Am I hallucinating?
Mum’s hand holds mine, warm and soft, like I remember it.
I try to sit up, and Dad rushes to help me. His aftershave hits my nostrils, tame and calming. My head buzzes like a dissipating fog.
“Mum? Dad?” I whisper, incredulous.
“Yes, honey, it’s us,” Dad says in a strangled voice.
Mum’s embrace crushes me, her flowery perfume wafts around me. Warmth envelops me like a cool summer breeze. Her tears wet my neck. “Oh, honey. I knew you would come back. Even when everyone thought we lost you, I knew my girl wasn’t gone.”
Water saturates my eyes. I release it all and cry into Mum’s embrace. “I missed you.” My voice is strangled. I sob for my fate, for the broken person I’ve become. No matter how hopeless I felt, how could I possibly attempt to take my life? Why didn’t I think of Mum and Dad’s misery? I’m such a horrible daughter. I don’t deserve their smothering love.
Dad comes to my side and pats my hair. “Welcome back, baby girl.”
I sniff, sinking my nails into his shirt. What if he leaves me? What if I never see him or Mum again?
A doctor comes inside. My parents begrudgingly let him examine me. They watch every motion like hawks, as if afraid I’ll be sucked out from the hospital room and into another dimension. I offer them the brightest smile I can manage. Mum’s bloodshot eyes and the dark lines under Dad’s pupils are enough torture. I don’t want to add to their agony.
“A psychiatrist and a police detective would like to speak with you, Miss Wilson.”
