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When Murder got to his room, he heard soft music playing. Pushing the door open with the barrel of the gun, he eased into of the room to see Lawrynn spread out on his big ass California King bed. She was naked as a newborn baby and caressing her body.
“Hey, Murder, baby welcome home,” she said sexily.
Murder felt his dick get hard as his mouth watered.
“You gonna fuck around and spoil my ass. Damn, baby girl,” he said as he slid his shoes off.
“If you get closer, I’m going to stop.” She moaned.
“What the hell you mean?” he said sadly.
“You heard me, daddy. I want you to see what I do when I miss you,” Lawrynn said.
She had never acted like this before. Murder had brought things out of her that she never knew were there.
“You know that key I gave you was only for emergencies,” he said jokingly.
“I needed to be close to you. I came over just to r
elax until you got here. I don’t know what happened. I started tingling all over. I took a cold shower, hoping that would help, but it didn’t. I just laid here, and next thing I know, I’m touching all over myself and wishing your hands were mine,” she told him as she slid a finger inside herself.
“My hands are right here, ma. You don’t have to do shit but lay there,” Murder said as he took his pants off.
He figured she told him that he couldn’t move, not what he couldn’t do while he stood there. He could clearly see her getting wetter and wetter. It was getting harder than ever for him not to go to her. He wanted her so bad that he had tunnel vision watching her fingers ease in and out of her pussy. She was torturing him. He hadn’t been inside her since the first time. Until he was sure she was over the shit that Pain took her through, he didn’t want to push up on her for sex. He felt that would just make her feel like he only wanted her for that alone, which was the furthest thing from the truth.
“You know you mean more than just sex to me, right?” Murder asked as he walked closer.
“We can talk about that later. I need to feel you now. Bring it to me, baby,” she told him.
He didn’t know what had come over her, but he sure wasn’t gonna talk her out of this shit.
“It’s your world, Queen,” he told her as he slid inside her with care and focus.
Just like the last time, he had to get his thoughts in order as he felt her walls envelope him with intensity.
“Mmmhm.” She moaned at the sensation of him filling her to capacity.
The one thing she learned the first time they made love was that he was definitely going to put her satisfaction and pleasure above his. Pain, on the other hand, always left her feeling incomplete and unfulfilled. She thought about a life without Murder for a brief second. Even though they were still new, it made her reach out and hold him tighter. She silently prayed that they would be together for the long haul, and not just for the mean time.
“I’m never gonna leave you, Lawrynn. Do you hear me? This is it right here, just me and you from here on out. You feel this shit between us? I’ll never walk away from this shit. We stuck with each other. Now throw that pussy back at me, and make your man cum,” he told her as he licked her neck and ear.
Instead of waiting for her to do what he said, Murder took it upon himself to speed up his strokes.
Lawrynn could only moan and let the tears fall from her eyes. There was no way he could know what she was thinking. Maybe he is the one for me is what Lawrynn started to realize.
Chapter 15
Lawrynn and Murder laid in each other’s arms after cleaning themselves up. They were both lost in their individual thoughts. Murder was the first to break the thickening silence that encased the room.
“How did you find out that Pain was with Nikki?” Murder asked.
He’d always wondered why he never heard about her fucking up either of them. He had lived in the hood long enough to know that any female who found out her man was creeping, especially with family, her next move would be to go he hell off on everybody, but she never did that he had seen.
“For one, we were already broken up when I found out. Then, on top of that, I figured I just had fucked up luck when it came to the men in my life and my cousin. I was at the doctor the same day they found out she was pregnant. I was leaving from the back when they were coming in. I ducked off in a room, only for it to be one of those connected rooms. Of course, they would end up in the room next door. The only separation was a heavy ass curtain. The side I was on had the light out, so they never thought anyone was over there.
“I could hear everything that was said. I heard her ask him what he was hoping for her to have. He answered that as long as the baby had ten fingers and toes, and was healthy, he would be happy. My heart stopped right there. I was already too broken, so crying wasn’t gonna happen. I had already been crying and trying to figure out what I did so wrong for him to leave me like he did. Just a fucking note on the fridge. Who the fuck does that?
“Anyway, I heard him say he had to go to the bathroom, so I waited for him to leave, and then I left after that. I didn’t even make it to the car before a message came through from him saying he was sorry and he made a mistake. I turned my ass around and headed back to the room they were in. I handed her the phone with the message showing, hoping she would realize that he was still trying to reach out to me to try and fix what he did. Instead, she twisted it all around, saying he was telling me that I was the mistake in his life. Saying that I was a mistake, not her or the baby.” Lawrynn paused, remembering that day like it had just happened.
