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“Yeah. I’m sure. I won’t take your help. I’m sorry.”

“Well, if you change your mind, the offer is always on the table.”

I reached out and touched his hand. “I know. Thanks.”

He held my hand for a moment, and then brought it to his lips. He kissed my knuckles. His mouth was warm and sweet. He’d been so great helping me deal with these problems I was going through. He’d arrived just when I felt like crumbling, as I if I had no one, and then there he was. I was falling so far in love with him, but I couldn’t bring myself to say those words. It would change everything between the two of us, wouldn’t it? I knew it would. And it would make things complicated. Right now, there were no expectations between us. We were together when we wanted to be, and we trusted each other enough to let things be. It was so freeing and fun. It was nice not having any real attachments, but I couldn’t help that I was wanting more. I couldn’t imagine my life without Lance. I needed him with me always. This was just getting too hard. What was I going to do? Soon, he would be gone, back to Cincinnati.

He pulled me closer to him then and I was instantly under his spell. The way he was looking down on me, the way he brought me into his world with no effort at all was really magical. It was like something else was controlling us, bringing us each closer together.

Lance’s mouth moved from one knuckle to another, his hands caressing mine, and then wrapped his arms around my waist as he brought me in right against his hard body. His lips quickly found mine and he began to kiss me deeply, sucking my energy out of me, leaving me weak in the knees and my ankles feeling like they were about to fall off. I wanted to melt in him. I needed to be with him. My body was already on fire just at the magic of his touch. His warm embrace flowed through me, touching me in all of my secret places, making me feel like he owned me right then and I was happy to be his. I wanted to wring every bit of pleasure from his hard, stiff cock.

I kissed him hard back on the mouth, forcing my tongue, awakening his own. Our tongues twisted, scissored, and slithered up and down each other like some erotic tug of war and I didn’t even care if I won or lost. I was just happy to be a part of it. I felt blessed, special even. I had found the man I knew I wanted to spend my life with, but this fact terrified me. The more we made love, the harder this would get to ignore.

His bulge was pushing against me now. I could feel his stiff package through his tight jeans. That stiff cock was probably being tortured in some twisted wad inside of his pants. I could not let this go on. I had to give him a hand.

I reached down and cupped his package. It was so big and thick. I needed that fucking thing inside of me. I unzipped his pants and then pulled his think dick out through the fly in his boxer shorts. Damn, he was so big. I could hardly believe it. I stroked

him softly just then, using both hands. My right hand massaged his head, the tip, and then my other hand stroked him straight down to the base. I varied the intensity and speed of both hands to drive him wild. Occasionally, my left hand would drop down to cup and squeeze his thick balls. They were so huge and full of sweet cum just waiting to shoot inside of my body. Yeah, that was it… I wanted him so badly inside of me. I was still a little bit sore from earlier, but I didn’t give a damn. I was willing to take it again.

I dragged him over to the wall where I turned around and pulled down my pants. I wanted him right here and now. He pulled at my hips until we were both on the ground. I was down on all fours; my jeans and panties were pulled down to just above my knees. I was wet, I was ready, and I was fully exposed for easy access. He made good use of my eagerness.

His cock buried itself into me just then, spreading me open wide as he entered me deeply. My breath caught in my throat as I tried to moan, but it was too much for me to make any real sounds. His cock fit inside of me so snugly, triggering every single sweet button I had within me. It was like he knew exactly where every one of my secret erogenous zones were and he steadily hit the right ones moving back and forth within my pussy. I was so wet, so worked up right then. It was hard to brace myself on the hard floor, but my jeans provided some padding.

I held on strong as he pumped his wicked hard cock into my tightening pussy. I was so engorged now, the walls closing in on the side and becoming even more sensitive, grabbing and pulling back on his shaft as he pulled out, fighting against the resistance.

I rocked my own hips backwards to drive his cock harder into me. I was having such a hard time keeping my orgasm from triggering. It was too soon, but I was already getting so close. Oh, fuck… he was the master of my body… I wanted him to fuck me every single day for the rest of my life. It was an addiction at this point. I needed him in every possible way.

His hands were resting on my hips and he used his powerful arms to jerk my ass back, his stiff prick spreading me open as he entered me harder and harder. With every single thrust, I came closer and closer to coming.

Shit, I was almost there… yes… oh… fuck…

I could hardly breathe now. My breaths were coming in short gasps. I was so close … I was going to come all over. He was about to fill me with his sweet seed. This thought was turning me on massively, about to set me off like crazy.

He pulled his cock out all the way just then, paused a beat, and then drove it slowly hard into me, then back out. Then he fucked me like a jackhammer for several seconds, before pulling out and pausing again. This was driving me crazy with anticipation.

“Fuck me hard!” I yelled.

I reached back to grab his hips to hold him in place, but he maneuvered away from me and then continued to fuck the shit out of me. I was almost there. Oh, wow… it was about time… I thought I might actually break his dick off with the intensity of my orgasm.

Right… then… “FUCK!” I roared. The air forced the sound from my lungs and pushed through the tension in my throat. My whole body tensed up, and my pussy was flooding every drop of juice out of my body, smothering his hard prick as he continued to set me off.

I could hardly see anything for a moment. I thought I might have gone temporarily blind, but really it was just my body spasms forcing my eyes shut as I tried to deal with the explosive force of the orgasm pummeling through me. I was at the mercy of this entity. It was a living, breathing thing that had latched onto me and brought with it the most extreme, almost wickedly perverse and delightful, form of bliss.

And then I heard Lance yelling with pleasure as he came inside of me. His body was rocking hard and fast inside of me, gyrating like a jackhammer inside of my pussy.

I was sliding off his hips as he tried to hold onto me, but his grip was fading fast. He kept humping hard into my aching pussy. I was tired and sore, but mostly I felt elated over every fiber of my being. It literally felt as if every single part of my body had been having an orgasm. I was covered in sweat now. My muscles were weak with overexertion, and my mind was being hijacked by all of the feelings I had for this man. How could this continue this way? I had to be with him.

I had an impulse to turn to him then and just say the words, “I love you”, but I knew that it was not the right time. Somewhere in my bones, I knew that it was just not the right time to say those words. But when would be the right time for that? To let it be known that I loved this man more than I could even really express through words?

It was enough to make me wish, in a way that I had never been given the spot on the team. If that hadn’t happened, I would be back in Cincinnati and we would be heading towards marriage. Even if the marriage did start out as a business deal. It would be working out right now.

Was there any way for me to say yes now? To go through with it? I didn’t see how it would really work with me being on the team. Lance had only proposed because of the arrangement with his father. He didn’t love me or really want to marry me. And he wouldn’t marry me now, without plans to have a baby because that wouldn’t fulfill the bargain that his father had made with him. And I had no intentions of having a baby any time soon. I wanted to play for several more years first. I wasn’t going to take another year off and hope that I would be ready to come back, the spot still open without someone else killing it on the mound. “Thanks, we don’t need your services any longer, but it was fun while it lasted. Congratulations on the baby!”

And I’d go home to a baby in a shit filled diaper. Several shit filled diapers a day… wow.

But I loved Lance. I was afraid that if I disclosed my feelings to him that he might run. But was it possible that he might love me, too? He came running the second he knew I was in trouble. That meant something, but I was afraid to bring it up. I kept hoping that he would, but so far nothing. He hadn’t even hinted at it.

Lance pulled his cock out of me and then turned my head to kiss him softly on the lips. It felt so warm and refreshing. It was so sweet and loving. My heart soared a bit. I needed him so badly. Dammit.

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