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He believed that Mary wasn't being cautious just because Wharton and Sabina were there in her office. (The moon-faced CEO and the bitter Sabina sat listening with seeming indifference, not saying a word.) What Wallingford understood about Mary was that she didn't really know what he wanted, and this made her nervous.
"It depends," Patrick replied. "It's hard to imagine trading an anchor chair for field assignments, even if I get to pick my own assignments. You know what they say: 'Been there, done that.' It's hard to look forward to going backward. I guess you'd have to make me an offer, so I have a better idea of what you have in mind."
Mary looked at him, smiling brightly. "How was Wisconsin?" she asked.
Wharton, whose frozen blandness would begin to blend in with the furniture if he didn't say something (or at least twitch) in the next thirty seconds, coughed minimally into his cupped palm. The unbelievable blankness of his expression called to mind the vacuity of a masked executioner; even Wharton's cough was underexpressed.
Sabina, whom Wallingford could barely remember sleeping with--now that he thought of it, she'd whimpered in her sleep like a dog having a dream--cleared her throat as if she'd swallowed a pubic hair.
"Wisconsin was fine."
Wallingford spoke as neutrally as possible, but Mary correctly deduced that nothing had been decided between him and Doris Clausen. He couldn't have waited to tell her if he and Mrs. Clausen were really a couple. Just as, the second Mary knew she was pregnant, she wouldn't wait to tell him.
And they both knew it had been necessary to enact this standoff in the presence of Wharton and Sabina, who both knew it, too. Under the circumstances, it wouldn't have been advisable for Patrick Wallingford and Mary Shanahan to be alone together.
"Boy, is it ever frosty around here!" was what Angie told Wallingford, when she got him alone in the makeup chair.
"Is it ever!" Patrick admitted. He was glad to see the good-hearted girl, who'd left his apartment the cleanest it had been since the day he moved in.
"So ... are ya gonna tell me about Wisconsin or what?" Angie asked.
"It's too soon to say," Wallingford confessed. "I've got my fingers crossed," he added--an unfortunate choice of words because he was reminded of Mrs. Clausen's fertility charm.
"My fingers are crossed for ya, too," Angie said. She had stopped flirting with him, but she was no less sincere and no less friendly.
Wallingford would throw away his digital
alarm clock and replace it with a new one, because whenever he looked at the old one he would remember Angie's piece of gum stuck there--as well as the near-death gyrations that had caused her gum to be expectorated with such force. He didn't want to lie in bed thinking about Angie unless Doris Clausen said no.
For now, Doris was being vague. Wallingford had to acknowledge that it was hard to know what to make of the photographs she sent him, although her accompanying comments, if not cryptic, struck him as more mischievous than romantic.
She hadn't sent him a copy of every picture on the roll; missing, Patrick saw, were two he'd taken himself. Her purple bathing suit on the clothesline, alongside his swimming trunks--he'd taken two shots in case she wanted to keep one of the photos for herself. She had kept them both.
The first two photos Mrs. Clausen sent were unsurprising, beginning with that one of Wallingford wading in the shallow water near the lakeshore with little Otto naked in his arms. The second picture was the one that Patrick took of Doris and Otto junior on the sundeck of the main cabin. It was Wallingford's first night at the cottage on the lake, and nothing had happened yet between him and Mrs. Clausen. As if she weren't even thinking that anything might happen between them, her expression was totally relaxed, free of any expectation.
The only surprise was the third photograph, which Wallingford didn't know Doris had taken; it was the one of him sleeping in the rocking chair with his son.
Patrick did not know how to interpret Mrs. Clausen's remarks in the note that accompanied the photographs--especially how matter-of-factly she reported that she'd taken two shots of little Otto asleep in his father's arms and had kept one for herself. The tone of her note, which Wallingford had at first found mischievous, was also ambiguous. Doris had written: On the evidence of the enclosed, you have the potential to be a good father.
Only the potential? Patrick's feelings were hurt. Nevertheless, he read The English Patient in the fervent hope he would find a passage to bring to her attention--maybe one she had marked, one they both liked.
When Wallingford called Mrs. Clausen to thank her for the photographs, he thought he might have found such a passage. "I loved that part about the 'list of wounds,' especially when she stabs him with the fork. Do you remember that? 'The fork that entered the back of his shoulder, leaving its bite marks the doctor suspected were caused by a fox.'"
Doris was silent on her end of the phone.
"You didn't like that part?" Patrick asked.
"I'd just as soon not be reminded of your bite marks, and your other wounds," she told him.
"Oh."
Wallingford would keep reading The English Patient. It was merely a matter of reading the novel more carefully; yet he threw caution to the wind when he came upon Almasy saying of Katharine, "She was hungrier to change than I expected."
This was surely true of Patrick's impression of Mrs. Clausen as a lover--she'd been voracious in ways that had astonished him. He called her immediately, forgetting that it was very late at night in New York; in Green Bay, it was only an hour earlier. Given little Otto's schedule, Doris usually went to bed early.
She didn't sound like herself when she answered the phone. Patrick was instantly apologetic.
"I'm sorry. You were asleep."
