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??re beautiful and smart and fun and you’re going places, Jess. I know it.”
“Oh, please. I pump gas for a living. I’ll probably never get out of this town.”
“Don’t say that. I’m going to get you out of here. I promise. We’re going to build a life together and you’re going to have everything you’ve ever wanted and all the stuff you never dreamed you could have.” I kiss her gently on the lips, then press my forehead to hers, hoping she knows how I feel.
"You're going to leave here in a couple of weeks and you may come back or you might meet somebody better, someone more like you. And that's okay, Ethan, because, for this entire summer, I've felt special. I felt like I mattered and, even if it's all I get, it'll be enough for me to know someone loved me."
“I do love you and nothing’s going to change that. I’m going to show you that you’re special every damn day of your life, Jessica Anderson.”
We kiss and hold each other until the air cools down and she starts to shiver a bit. The nights are getting colder now which means our time together is coming to an end. As we make our way toward her street, she tells me that she can't face the idea of meeting my parents and I agree to let it go, afraid to push her too hard and have her take off on me. She needs everything to go slow until she can learn to trust me, to trust our love. I walk her home and this time, she lets me walk her almost to her house. We stop a few doors down and she points to her home. It's a narrow, two-story clapboard house. The lawn and weeds grow wild and even in the dark, I can see it's pretty rundown. I turn her to me and give her a long hug, then whisper, "I'm going to get you out of here, Jess. I promise."
Seven
Jess - Two Weeks Later
“We shouldn’t be doing this.” I pant as he kisses my neck.
“I can’t hold back any longer, Jess.” He stops kissing me long enough to look me in the eyes, his gaze is intense—so full of emotion that it breaks my resolve. “I need to have you.”
Even though I always promised I would never do this, I can’t stop myself. He leaves tomorrow and I have to feel him inside me before he goes. I have to consummate our relationship so that when he’s so far away, he’ll remember this moment, this feeling, our connection and love for each other.
Ethan crushes my mouth with his and pushes me up against the outside wall of the boat shed. We met here at the docks because my mom is totally onto me. She knows I’ve been seeing someone and she’s already furious without knowing that he’s a richie and that he’s leaving. I block out her voice that tells me to say no and not to go looking for a prince charming that doesn’t exist. It’s different with Ethan. He’s so in love with me that he’s waited the entire summer to be with me instead of moving on to some girl who would put out.
All the things we've done won't compare to what we're about to do. We've spent weeks driving each other wild and he's taken such good care of me every day and night. But, this moment is everything. It's real and it's pure and it's completely ours.
My right leg lifts on its own accord and wraps around his waist. He bends his knees a little so that his huge bulge is rubbing me through the fabric of our jeans. And I want it. I want it more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my life. The fact that I shouldn’t have it makes me so much more desperate.
A cool breeze kicks up and I shiver a little. Ethan wraps his big, muscly arms around me to warm me up and I feel so small for the first time in my life. I feel feminine and beautiful when he looks at me. How could any guy who can make you feel so good be wrong for you?
Our tongues tangle together and I can taste cinnamon gum. Something about it makes me moan with desire. My head is swirling with lust and longing—lust for his well-toned, perfectly-trained body and hunger to be held, to be seen, to be truly loved for the first time.
Since he showed up in Cape Williams, my entire life has been turned upside-down. I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I can’t concentrate on anything other than Ethan. I’ve made more mistakes at the boat dock in the past five days than I have in my entire life here. But I don’t even care. I only care about being with him. Talking to him. Having him smile at me and reach out to tuck my wild, blonde hair behind my ear. Having him kiss me like he is right now.
This is so much more than a summer fling. What we have is forever and for once in my life of being a very good girl, I feel like I deserve something like this. Something wild and beautiful that will keep me warm on a cold winter night when all the tourists have gone back to their real lives and this town is left as empty as I am. He'll be back for me. I know it.
“I want you, Jess.” He leans his forehead to mine and we both pant for a second. “Not just for tonight, but forever.”
“I want you, too, Ethan. So badly it hurts.” I stare into his ice blue eyes that seem to almost glow in the moonlight.
“If we do this, there’s no turning back. I won’t be able to let you go.” His lips hover over mine while he waits for an answer.
“Good. I don’t ever want you to let go,” I whisper.
And then his mouth is on mine again, pleasure exploding inside me as my heart feels like it could burst. His hands are on my waist and he’s lifting my shirt over my head. Then his shirt is next. He takes it off while I tug at the button fly on his jeans, my hands fumbling in my hurry. When I get them open, I yank them down and free his giant, rock-hard cock to the late August air.
He pulls my bra down so he can touch my breasts, now heavy with desire. My nipples peak as a breeze hits them, then I close my eyes and lean my head against the wall, as he lowers his mouth over my left breast, teasing and nipping at the hard bud, then sucking it deep into his mouth. I fight the urge to cry out, knowing that if we got caught, I’d be in major trouble, not to mention the fact that this would all be over before it can begin.
Ethan’s words ripple through me. He won’t be able to let me go. There will be no turning back. Suddenly, I’m in such a rush to feel him inside me that I can hardly stand the wait, even though what he’s doing to my body right now feels so frigging amazing that my pleasure is now pooled between my legs.
He drops to his knees, then tugs my jeans and panties down and off, taking my flipflops with them. The cool grass pokes the bottoms of my feet as I step out of my pants and I shiver again.
Ethan pulls me down with him, then on top of him so that he's laying on the grass and I'm straddling his huge cock. I stare down at his perfection, my heart pounding out of my ribs as I allow myself a moment to really understand what we're about to do. I almost chicken out but the look he's giving me tells me to go on. I lower my face to his and we kiss some more, as he grips my hips and pulls me to him, so our bodies are fully against each other. The smooth warmth of his sculpted chest is the exact opposite of my curves.
The way his hands move over me make me wild. His touch is the one I want forever. His kiss is the one I want to feel for the rest of my life. I know it’s too much to ask that I could find the one when I’m only nineteen, but here he is and he’s telling me this is real. Maybe, for once in my life, I won’t be let down. Maybe I’ll be the lucky girl for a change. Whatever happens, I’m about to get so lucky right now that it makes me grin like a fool.
I drag my pussy over his cock, warming him between my folds as I wiggle my body until his tip is just inside where I want it. It’s so big that it stretches me but in the best way I’ve ever known.
He stops me from going farther. “Wait, Jess. I should put on a condom.”
