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"Yeast," says Zunzuncito. "Wild yeast, if you still have the flour. You can make sourdough that way."
"I guess," says Rebecca.
"I'll come too," says Swift Fox to Zeb. "I need a drugstore." There's a pause. Everyone looks at her.
"Just tell us your list," says Black Rhino. He's scowling at her bare legs. "We'll get it for you."
"Girl stuff,
" she says. "You wouldn't know where to look." She glances in the direction of Ren and Lotis Blue, who are over by the pump, sponging off Amanda. "I'm gleaning for all of us."
Another pause. Menstrual wadding, thinks Toby. She has a point: the stash in the storeroom is dwindling. No one wants to fall back on torn-up bedsheets. Or moss. Though we'll come to that sooner or later.
"Bad plan," says Zeb. "Those two guys are still out there. They've got a spraygun. They're third-time Painballers, there's nothing left of their empathy circuits. You wouldn't want them to grab you, they won't bother with the formalities. You saw what happened with Amanda. She was lucky to escape with her kidneys."
"I totally agree. It is in fact a very bad plan for you to leave the confines of our cozy little enclave here. I will go," says Ivory Bill gallantly, "if you will trust me with your shopping list, and -"
"But you'll be there with me," says Swift Fox to Zeb. "As protection." She lowers her eyelashes. "I'll be so safe!"
Zeb says to Rebecca: "Got any coffee? Or whatever you call that crap?"
"It's okay, I'll change my outfit," Swift Fox says, switching her tone to brisk. "I can keep up, I won't be a drag. I know how to handle, you know, a spraygun," she adds with a little drawl, letting her eyes drift downward. Then she resumes pertness. "Hey, we can pack a lunch! Have a picnic somewhere!"
"Get it together then," says Zeb, "because we're leaving right after we eat."
Rhino starts to say something, stops. Katuro is gazing upwards. "I think it will not rain," he says.
Rebecca looks over at Toby, lifts her eyebrows. Toby keeps her own face as flat as possible. Swift Fox is eyeing her sideways.
Fox by name, fox by nature, she thinks. Handle a spraygun, indeed.
Snowman's Progress
"Oh Toby, come and see! Come now!" It's little Blackbeard, tugging at her bedsheet.
"What is it?" says Toby, trying not to sound irritated. She wants to stay here, say goodbye to Zeb, even though he's not going very far, or for long. Just a few hours. She wants to put some sort of mark on him, is that it? In front of Swift Fox. A kiss, a squeeze. Mine. Stay away.
Not that it would be any use. She would make a fool of herself.
"Oh Toby, Snowman-the-Jimmy is waking up! He is waking up now," says Blackbeard. He sounds both anxious and supercharged, the way kids used to sound if it was a parade or a fireworks display - something brief and miraculous. She doesn't want to disappoint him, so she allows herself to be piloted. She looks behind once: Zeb and Rhino and Katuro are sitting at the table, forking up their breakfasts. Swift Fox is hurrying away, to shed that stupid hat and the lookit-my-legs shorts and don some bottom-hugging camouflage.
Toby. Take charge of yourself. This is not high school, she tells herself. But in some ways, it more or less is.
Over at Jimmy's hammock there's a crowd. Most of the Crakers are gathered around, adults and children both, looking happy and as excited as they ever look. Some of them are already beginning to sing.
"He is with us! Snowman-the-Jimmy is with us once more!"
"He has come back!"
"He will bring the words of Crake!"
Toby makes her way to the hammock. Two of the Craker women are propping Jimmy up. His eyes are open; he looks dazed.
"Greet him, Oh Toby," says the tall man called Abraham Lincoln. They're all watching, they're listening intently. "He has been with Crake. He will bring us words. He will bring a story."
"Jimmy," she says. "Snowman." She puts her hand on his arm. "It's me. Toby. I was there at the campfire, down near the beach. Remember? With Amanda, and the two men."
Jimmy looks up at her. His eyes are surprisingly clear, the whites white, the pupils a little dilated. He blinks. There's no recognition. "Crap," he says.
