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“I want you now, Mac,” I say.
I am shocked to hear the way my voice sounds. My words come out of me like a growl. I can see Mac’s cock is already hard, and I want so badly to touch it, to feel it inside of me.
“Fucking hell, what you do to me, Zoe. Every minute I’m with you is a battle not to throw you on the ground and fuck you until you can’t move anymore.”
Another surge of wetness, another pulse of need.
“It takes everything I have not to do that. But I won’t. Because you’re special. Because you are worth the wait. And if you think I don’t want you, then it’s only because I have had to learn to control myself around you. Because if I didn’t, I wouldn’t be able to stop myself.”
“I don’t want you to stop yourself. Mac, you’re making me crazy. All I can think about is how good it will feel when you touch me. I’m dripping wet, and I just need some release,” I say.
He doesn’t respond, and I think I’ve said too much. I look at him, and I can see the need I feel on his face.
“Can’t we do something? It doesn’t have to be full sex. But even when I wanted to wait, I only wanted to wait for proper sex. There’s other stuff we can do,” I say.
He grins at me.
“Like what?” he says.
I bite my lip and look him in the eye.
“Like oral sex,” I say.
He moans and pulls me into his arms.
“I …” he says.
“Please,” I say, desperate for him to agree.
I reach out and begin to unbutton his jeans. He makes no move to stop me, and I pull down his zipper and reach for his boxers. He grabs my wrist, and I think he’s going to put a stop to it. I look up and his eyes are dark and dangerous.
“You first,” he says.
CHAPTER NINE
MAC
I was so determined to wait, to do this right. To claim Zoe once she is my wife. I still plan to do that, but she’s right. There’s other stuff we can do. I’ve never dared to do more than kiss her because I don’t know if I can stop myself from fucking her if I go any further. She doesn’t help. She’s desperate for me to fuck her. If she still wanted to wait, it would be easier. I would never force myself on her, but knowing she wants me right now makes it so hard to resist her charms.
Now that she’s told me she’s worried I don’t find her attractive, I have to show her exactly how much I want her. How much I desire her. And I will just have to force myself not to go too far. I have spent the last three months fighting my need for her, and I think I can do it once more.
Now she’s agreed to be my wife, I know it’s coming, and that makes the waiting easier. I want to marry her while she’s still a virgin, and then I want to claim her, to show her what being my wife means. I don’t want her to have to compromise on her morals to be with me. As much as she wants it, I think she’ll regret it if we don’t wait, and I never want her to regret any of the things we do together.
This debate raged through my head as I told Zoe all of the things I wanted to do to her. She was so turned on I could smell her, and it made my cock so hard I felt like it would explode if I didn’t get some release. And then she opened my jeans. I let her because it gave me a tiny bit of relief to have my cock unrestrained, but I can’t let her touch me. Not until she’s had her pleasure.
I grab her wrist as she reaches her hand inside my boxers.
“You first,” I say.
Her eyes cloud with lust, with a longing that sets me on fire as I push her hand away and lean close to her again. I kiss her, hard and deep, pulling her into my chest. She responds instantly, her tongue probing into my mouth, her arms around my shoulders, her hands pushed into my hair.
She pushes herself up and straddles me, and I wrap my arms around her waist. Her dress drapes over me, and I can feel the heat from her pussy, the dampness of her panties even through my jeans.
I put my hands on her hips, holding her in place as I kiss her, and she begins to grind her hips. I shuffle to the edge of the couch, holding her tightly around the waist. I move my hands to her ass, and I stand up, lifting her with me. I turn and place her on the couch. I pull away from the kiss, and she smiles at me as I get to my knees in front of her.
