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“I… I know you do,” I tell her, kissing her hard and running my hands over as much of her body as I can.
Can’t say it, yet, but I can show it.
She doesn’t seem to mind me not saying it back, but I know there’s a part of her that needs to hear the words, not just be on the receiving end of the actions.
Maybe a bit like her virgin problem, my own emotions are gonna take some time for me to give them a voice where they count the most.
She pulls me in closer, purring like the cat who’s had the cream.
That same cream between her legs now, and something she’ll remember forever.
I want to keep the blood-spotted sheets.
I’d hang it with pride like a flag over my desk if I could, but we don’t live in that world anymore.
Pity.
I’ll treasure them just the same, along with the memory of today which is burned into my memory.
Claiming my woman properly, and knowing we’re on the way to what we both want.
A real family.
Chapter Twenty
Becky
I should be tired. I should feel split in two, but with Dillon, everything’s always just perfect.
It was just the right moment, my body ready for him and I know how much he wanted to claim me properly, making sure I know I’m his from now on.
Not just a plaything for a day or two either, Dillon is an all or nothing guy and today we both feel the ‘all’ thing big time.
Forever is maybe a better word, and I feel silly for worrying about the whole virgin thing.
Waiting for the right man is nothing to be ashamed of, even if he’s not the type to gush “I love you” straight away.
I can’t help telling him though, because I do. I’ll love him forever no matter what happens with his business or our crappy jobs.
He’s worth more to me than any of that.
Especially now that I’m carrying his baby.
Don’t ask me how or why, but a girl just knows sometimes, and without even saying it I know Dillon understands too.
His first time with his one and only is also the beginning of our future family.
That’s probably why I can’t sleep or even think about sleep. I want every second of our time off work together to count.
Now more than ever because I have a hunch Dillon’s done more than just claim his prize.
I think he’s got something that means he can claim his life back as well as mine.
We stay wrapped up together for a while longer before he maneuvers me onto my side while still inside me, and being the biggest spoon I could ever wish for, pulls the covers over us both.
“What else have you got up your sleeve?” I ask dreamily, clenching myself around his thick organ as it slowly subsides in my tight hole.
He grunts in question, but I know he knows what I mean.
“Oh, there are a few things I’ll need to do later, but for now…” he murmurs, and I feel his body relax as he holds me from behind. Drifting into the only sleep I know he’s had since meeting me.
Hugging his huge arms closer around my chest, I feel it again.
I’m not a girl anymore. Not a virgin, and definitely not without a future either.
It makes me smile to myself and squeeze onto Dillon’s huge body behind me, I don’t mind lying awake while he sleeps.
Not planning a future, but feeling the thrill of one in my chest as well as my womb because it’s all something I thought I could never have in this life.
Someone as amazing as Dillon not just giving a shit, but actually seeking me out for his own.
Dillon growls in his sleep a few times, clutching me closer, murmuring the one word I know I’ll never get sick of hearing from his lips as long as I live.
Mine.
I half doze, watching the gray light of dawn fill his room the few times I open my eyes. Everything looking sharper somehow. More colorful.
Just better.
Convincing myself this isn’t a dream. That it’s all real.
Before he wakes up after what feels like a few hours, I make sure and place Dillon’s hands down over my belly.
Something that makes him groan low with satisfaction in his sleep, which I know is filled with a dream we both share now. A dream I know he can help us both realize and live out.
The sound of his deep voice and the empty space next to me wakes me with a start until I feel that pleasant ache between my legs.
Already longing for him again, even though God only knows how we managed it all in the first place.
The bed is still warm and I quietly mew to myself, squeezing my thighs together, still feeling his seed inside me and then sitting up.
