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I wanted everything that Spencer had promised, I was just too scared to accept.
Instead, I threw myself into the act of sex. I wrapped my arms around his neck and began rocking my hips against his in time with his thrusts. The additional movement from me meant that Spencer’s dick pushed deeper inside me than ever before and I cried out in ecstasy. I never wanted this to end, but I could feel the familiar tensing of my thighs and stomach like I always did right before I orgasmed.
“Oh, Spencer, I’m so close… Please…” I begged, feeling like I would do anything in that moment if it meant he’d keep fucking me like this.
“Don’t worry, sweetheart, I’ve got you,” Spencer told me in a rough, strained voice as he continued to pound his big, fat cock inside my tight, wet pussy. His mouth continued to lick and suck at my nipples and soon enough, I found myself screaming his name while I shuddered in his arms. My whole body shook with the intensity of my orgasm and I gripped to him tight like a lifeline. I felt like I’d been swept away in a hurricane and Spencer was the only thing keeping me safe.
As I came down from my high, Spencer was still fucking me hard and fast and it was so good but almost a little too much. If he didn’t stop soon, he’d probably send me spiraling toward another orgasm, yet I couldn’t bring myself to tell him to stop. Instead, I lifted his head with my hand and caught his lips in a searing kiss. Spencer wrapped his arms around my body and fucked into my body two more times before he was groaning against my lips. I felt his sticky seed spill inside me and warm me for a moment before he was pulling out and pressing his forehead against my own. His come dripped out of me then, but it wasn’t uncomfortable, in fact I enjoyed that he had claimed me in such a natural, animalistic way.
“God, Rylee, you’re perfect,” he muttered before kissing me again and pulling my body against his own. I kissed him a little half-heartedly since I was exhausted from our love-making, but when he pulled away and finally let me find my feet again, I felt the weight of what he had done hit me.
I couldn’t keep doing this. Everyone would think my mom’s boyfriend was cheating on her with me. They’d think I’d stolen her boyfriend away from her. Some of the older women would probably even start calling me a slut if they knew. It was all too humiliating to bear and I just couldn’t have my son growing up listening to that kind of gossip about his mother and grandmother.
As I steadied myself against the wall, still feeling a little shaky from the mind-blowing sex, I reached for my underwear and my sweatpants. I pulled them back on a little hastily before noticing that Spencer had redressed too. Tears welled in my eyes as I realized that there was no happy ending for us. No matter how much I wanted this, someone was going to end up hurt and that wasn’t fair.
“I… I can’t do this, Spencer,” I whispered, my voice sound hoarse and broken.
“Can’t do what?” he asked me with a satisfied smirk. “If you’re talking about sex, I can assure you that you can indeed do that very, very well.” He shot me a wink and I realized that he hadn’t read the tone in my voice at all.
“No, Spencer, not the sex,” I replied before shaking my head. “Well, yes, I can’t do that anymore either, but it’s not just that. I can’t do this. I can’t do us.”
The smile on Spencer’s face completely fell as he realized what I was saying. “Oh, come on, Rylee, not this again. I thought we’d gone over this already.”
“We have and I still haven’t changed my mind,” I told him with more confidence than I really felt. “I knew getting involved with you again was too complicated and I knew it wouldn’t work out and I still think that.”
“Come on, Rylee, you can’t—”
“Actually, I can,” I interrupted and crossed my arms over my chest. “A relationship goes two ways and I get to decide if I want to be in one or not and I decide that we’re not. For starters, you’re my mom’s boyfriend, for Christ’s sake!”
“No, I’m not,” Spencer argued. “You know that’s not true, not really.”
“For all intents and purposes, it is,” I shot back. “Especially in the eyes of everyone else. Besides, I’ve done just fine without you these last five years and so has Jayden. I don’t see any reason to change that now. You don’t need to worry about him.”
I could tell that Spencer was shocked and hurt by what I said. He seemed to recoil like I’d slapped him around the face. I didn’t want to hurt him, in fact, that was the opposite of what I wanted, but I just couldn’t do this anymore. I couldn’t keep pretending like everything was fine when it really wasn’t and I didn’t like that Spencer kept saying everything would work out when he had no idea how to fix anything.
