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“Hey.” His hand caught my arm. “Where are you going? Fuck, Ellie, I’m sorry. I got carried away.”
I let him stop me but I couldn’t look at him.
His forefinger cradled my chin, lifting it. “Did I hurt you? I’m sorry, Ellie. Look, I’m clean. I always use a condom, always. Well…” He gave me a sheepish grin. “Until this moment.”
I nodded.
“I hurt you?”
I shook my head. It felt fucking fabulous to feel every ridge of him moving inside me, but I wasn’t going to say that. “No.”
“You’re sure?” His hands gently held my cheeks. “You just feel so fucking good, Ellie. I’m sorry I got carried away.”
“No, it felt good.”
He leaned his head against my forehead. “I’m so sorry. I’ve never not used a condom.”
I lifted my head and looked at him in disbelief. “How is that possible? You have Mollie.”
He sagged back. “The condom broke when Mollie was conceived.”
Oh. So he’d never had sex without a condom until me? If that was true, what did that mean? It doesn’t mean anything, Ellie. Stop looking for signs that Will will give you more.
“You sure you’re okay?” he asked, pulling me to him again.
I nodded. “I liked it.”
He gave me his mischievous smile. “Just ‘like’ huh?”
I shrugged, glad that we were moving into more playful banter.
He ground his still loose cock to my belly. “Did you say you’re on the pill?”
A thrill shot through my body straight to my pussy at the seductiveness of his question. “Yes.”
“Do you trust that I’m clean? That I’m healthy?”
I nodded. I probably shouldn’t, but I did.
“Maybe you can let me try to do better. I want you to love sex, Ellie.”
I already did, but I wasn’t going to say that. “I suppose it can’t hurt to try.”
As it turned out, once we went without a condom, it was impossible to go back. Of course, we didn’t even try. We got our fill of each other all night until Mollie returned home Saturday evening. I hoped it would get me through the next week until Will and I could be together again, but it seemed as if we could barely go an hour before we needed to be fucking each other’s brains out. How would I last until Will had free time again? Would it be days? A week? Longer?
My brain reminded me that I was in dangerous territory to be so needy for him. But my body wanted what it wanted. It wanted Will. Worse yet, all of me, even my heart, wanted Will. That meant heartbreak was surely in my future, but I pushed that concern aside. For now, I’d take whatever of himself Will was willing to give me.
Chapter 8
Will
After the first weekend I spent with Ellie, I tried to put her in the past. I told myself she was like the other women I’d been with; over and done. But she kept showing up in my dreams, waking me with a raging hardon that wouldn’t subside until I’d jacked off in the shower.
It was maddening and exciting at the same time how much my body craved her. It was also dangerous. I’d tried to ignore her, although not very hard. It wasn’t a coincidence that Mollie and I were at the pool each afternoon when Ellie got home from her teaching job. I needed to see her.
When my parents said they wanted to take Mollie to Disney, I saw my chance to have Ellie again. It broke every rule I had for myself about women; one time and gone. But I needed to get my fill of her. I was sure having her one more time, would get her out of my system.
Then I forgot the condom, and holy fuck, my cock got addicted to her sweet hot pussy. I’d never, ever, not used a condom. Even when Mollie was conceived, I’d been wearing one, but it had broken. Feeling Ellie’s pussy massage, squeeze and finally clench my throbbing cock without a barrier was like heaven. It was every fucking fantastic sexual feeling times ten.
I was even more committed to fucking her over and over with the idea that eventually the need for her would subside. And yet, by Saturday evening as I drove to pick up Mollie from my parents, just the thought of her made me so hard, I had to pull over and jack off so I didn’t have a raging hard-on at my parents’ house.
My brain was sounding all the alarms at that point; and still, my body didn’t give a fuck. All my cock wanted was to be inside Ellie’s perfect pussy again. That was no easy feat while raising Mollie. As much as I wanted Ellie, Mollie came first. I’d fucked Ellie on my balcony that first night I’d found out she was Mollie’s teacher, but I wasn’t ready to invite her to my bed when Mollie was home. Even the weekends we were together, we’d fucked everywhere in her place, but nowhere in mine.
