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Somehow, I found my voice. “Is that what tonight is about? You want to lose your virginity?” Even as it came out of my mouth, I couldn’t believe I was saying it. That I was thinking of helping her with it.
“Not specifically.”
“What does that mean?” Why couldn’t women be more direct?
“It means that I’m open to the opportunity but I’m not going to be with just anyone.”
“I see.” But I didn’t. “Why haven’t you done it before? You can’t tell me you haven’t had opportunities.”
Her eyes were soft and sweet as she looked at me, as if I’d said something that made her feel good. “I’ve had opportunities, but I didn’t feel it, you know?”
“You didn’t like the guy or feel turned on?” This I did understand. It didn’t take much for a man to get it up and get it on. Women seemed to need a little bit more.
She nodded. At least she had some sort of standard. She hadn’t had sex just to get it out of the way but wanted it with someone who she was attracted to.
“So, you’re not waiting for ‘the one’?”
She snorted, and then looked horrified at having snorted. It was adorable. “No. It’s not for any moral or religious reason.”
I inhaled a deep breath and tried to talk myself out of my next question, knowing I was going to fail. “What about me?”
A slight blush came to her cheeks, giving me my answer. Still, I wanted to hear it.
“I wouldn’t pass up the opportunity if that’s what you’re asking.”
My cock, which was already semi-hard, sprang to full attention.
“But, you don’t have to just because you feel sorry for me or because you’re friend set you up. I’m sure I’m not your type.”
“You need to get a better grip on your sex appeal, Ellie.” Taking a chance, I stepped closer to her. I took her hand and pressed it against my groin. Heat flared in her eyes, but she didn’t pull away.
“See, you’re my type.” I leaned closer. “Guess who has been featuring in my jerk off sessions since you moved in?”
Her breath hitched. “Me?”
“That’s right. And fuck yeah, I’d be happy to help you turn in your V-card, but there’s one thing you need to know about me.”
She swallowed and her eyes were wide like she was a little dazed.
“I’m not a man who has relationships. We can be friends and fuck, but I can’t offer you more. You need to know that up front.”
She nodded. “I understand.”
I stared at her. “Is that ‘I understand so, no, I won’t lose my virginity with you’ or is it ‘I understand, fuck me’?”
She swallowed hard again. “Fuck me.”
Chapter 3
Ellie
Fuck me. Did I say that? Am I going to do it? While I am a virgin, I never thought of myself as a prude. With that said, I’d always thought that sort of language was a bit vulgar, reserved for porn movies. I was beginning to think I was wrong because when Will said it, a thrill ran through my body and my panties got damp. And when I said it, I felt strangely empowered.
Angela and Rick disappeared, and I supposed they were off doing their own fucking. I guessed they thought I’d be alright with Will. So, now I was sitting next to Will in his SUV as we drove back to the condo complex.
“You okay?” he asked with a quick glance to me.
I nodded, even though I was feeling nervous. “Yes. Just excited.”
He flashed a grin that made my heart stop. “Is that excited meaning eager or excited meaning horny?”
“Both, I guess.”
He laughed and I pondered if casual sex would eventually become as easy for me as it was for him.
When we got to the complex, he parked the car. “We should probably do this at your place. You’ll feel more comfortable there.”
I nodded and wondered if I looked like a deer with my eyes caught in the headlights.
We got out of the car and he took my hand. I found it comforting. I knew that this was just a hook up for him, but he seemed to understand the magnitude for me of what we were about to do.
When we got to my apartment, my hands shook so much I had a hard time unlocking the door.
He took the keys from me and leaned against the door frame. “Listen, if you’re not ready—”
“I’m ready.”
He studied me. “If at any time you want to stop, let me know.”
I looked up into his bright blue eyes for the first time since telling him I wanted him to fuck me. “Won’t that be mean to you?”
He gave me a sweet smile. “Disappointing, yes. Frustrating, yes. But mean, no. I’ll understand.”
I nodded. I guessed he was okay with my answer because he used my key to unlock and open the door.
