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“I can’t wait to cum in your pretty little pussy,” he says, his lips pressed close to my ear. “Do you want that, baby?”
“Yes, Wes. Please,” I breathe. I love the idea of him leaving his mark inside me. I don’t even care if there are consequences. I’m so intoxicated by his presence that I know I’m certain of one thing - I want him to stay with me forever. I want to be his, to belong to him entirely. As I reach the edge of a second climax, I cling to him hard, gasping loudly. At the same time, he makes one final grunt, pushing my back hard against the wall as he comes deep inside me.
The ecstasy takes over. I’m dizzy with pleasure, lost in the moment. It feels perfect and beautiful and hot and sexy all in one go. I’m trembling as I try and remember how to breathe, but he has literally taken my breath away. For the second time, I feel as though my world is complete thanks to this man. Now, all I have to do is hope that this lasts.
We stay pressed to the wall for a while, catching our breath and holding one another. It feels so good knowing that we are back together, back in each other’s arms. As I let myself drop back to the ground, he doesn’t let go of me, pulling me close to his chest. I can hear his heartbeat, how fast it is even now that we’ve finished. I’m sure mine is beating just as hard.
He tilts my chin up to kiss me and I lose myself in the tenderness of his kiss. It feels completely different to how we were five minutes ago, but just as good. As we break apart, he kisses my forehead gently and I get a shiver down my spine. It’s an action so full of love that I feel as though he really cares. I can feel myself falling hard for him. In fact, I’m certain that I’m already at the point of no return. He has my heart in his hands. I’m totally in love with him, and there’s nothing I can do to escape that fact.
I don’t want to tell him just yet, though. Things are finally going well, and I don’t want to scare him off. It’s a lot to feel at once, especially considering I’ve never felt this way for someone before. But I’m certain this isn’t just a rush of emotions. It’s the truth of my heart. I love him with everything I have.
Someday, if I’m lucky, he might feel that way about me too.
Chapter Fifteen
Wes
Peace. Something I haven’t felt in a long time. Somehow, even though these years alone have been uneventful, they have felt like a tidal wave, just waiting to crash on the shore and cause devastation. I have been waiting for the moment where I fall, where I lose out to all the negative feelings I’ve had inside me. But sneaking through the house while everyone is partying outside, my hand locked in Zooey’s...I finally feel it. Peace.
Who knew I was waiting all this time for a girl? I always told myself that I was happy on my own. I still think that’s true, in a way. I don’t need a lot of company to thrive. I’m successful, which brings me happiness. I have every materialistic item I could ever want and financial security. Those things make me feel comfortable. But I guess everyone has a missing piece. For me, it seems like that missing piece was Zooey, because right now, I can’t imagine feeling better than this.
Of course, it’s hard to fully enjoy it when I know that anyone could spot us at any time. Her father could see us and throw a fit. But most people are drunk out of their minds and enjoying the party. I have to remind myself that though Zooey is the center of my world right now, she’s not the center of everyone else’s. No one is looking for either of us, so I think it’s safe for us to sneak off to my bedroom and spend some more time together.
Somehow, I feel a little nervous, which isn’t like me at all. As we climb up the stairs, Zooey smiles sweetly at me, and it makes my stomach seize up with anxiety. For the first time in a long time, I feel responsible for someone other than myself. For once, I know my actions affect someone other than myself. I’m so desperate to protect this girl, the one I’m falling so deeply for, but it feels impossible to do so when there are so many obstacles facing us. Lawrence is going to be a big issue for us both, that much is clear. I guess for now we just have to try and enjoy the little privacy that we have been granted.
