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I sucked my teeth and threw the phone in the passenger seat. After circling my mama’s block twice, I didn’t see any signs of Monterius’ car parked anywhere, so I felt like I was good. I pulled my car into my mama’s driveway, parked behind her Lexus truck, and stepped out. I checked my surroundings, and once I saw that everything was straight, I popped the trunk with my keys in hand and grabbed the bags that I’d picked up from the mall.
The second the trunk closed, he was right there. He was posted up with his back against the car and smoking from a blunt like everything was fine. I screamed, dropped the bags, and tried to run, but all he had to do was reach out and roughly pull me into him. I had never been around Monterius and feared him, but for whatever reason, I was shaking. I’d never pulled no shit like this where I disappeared for a week, so I really didn’t know what to expect. I looked into his light brown eyes, and they were red. I didn’t know if that came from the weed he was smoking or from him being tired. Any other time when he saw me, I could see in his eyes that he was happy to be in my presence, but right now, all I saw in his eyes was that I had him fucked up.
Monterius was in a black Gucci hoodie with the hood over his head, and he wore Gucci sweats that he was sagging real low in, showing his boxers, and Gucci slides were on his feet. I knew the nigga was crazy when five minutes had gone by, and he hadn’t even said anything to me. He blew the smoke in my face repeatedly, as if he was just waiting on the right moment to curse my ass out. Without a doubt, I already knew that a tongue lashing was coming.
“That nigga who touched you, you better hope I don’t catch him in the streets. I got a bullet for his ass,” was the first thing he said to me.
“What nigga?” I asked.
I mean, there was a chance that he could be talking about Truth, but really, I doubted it because how the hell would he know that? Knowing Monterius, he was fuckin’ with my head and just trying to see if I was going to tell on myself and admit to someone touching me, so I wasn’t going to say shit.
He took a long pull from his blunt and pulled on his beard. After that, he put his hands back on my lower back, where they had initially been and aggressively pulled me to him.
“I look stupid to you? What nigga touched you today? You know exactly what pussy ass nigga I’m talking about. If you want me to be a little bit more specific, I’m talking about the nigga whose dick you bled on! Don’t fuckin’ insult me, Twinkle, and I suggest you find your damn common sense before I find the shit for you! What’s your reasoning behind doing this shit again, because I obviously missed something? I looked you in your fuckin’ eyes and told you that I wasn’t out fuckin’ no bitch, yet you insist that I was.
“If we going to be honest and lay it all on the line, I still wouldn’t have fucked you even after I showered if I was out the previous night fuckin’ on a bitch. Any time in the past that I did get some outside pussy, I would go days before I stuck my dick in you again because I would always feel guilty about the shit. That’s why you left home? So, you could entertain that NBA ass nigga? Motha fucka, answer me, Twinkle, because I’m looking at you funny right now, shorty!” he had the nerve to say.
A tear dropped from my eyes, and I pushed his ass.
“Just like a narcissistic ass nigga to try to flip this shit and put it all on me! When you made up this stupid ass scenario in your head, you had to have known that it didn’t even sound right. I’m going to just one day leave home and run off with the next nigga, just because? You sound stupid! What the fuck does you looking me in my eyes and telling me that you didn’t fuck another bitch validate? Nigga, you know how many times in the past you’ve looked me in my eyes and lied to me? Oh, and by the way, if I did fuck around with someone else, I would have every fuckin’ right to do that. Considering all the shit that I’ve put up with over the years from your ass, I could use some revenge dick. Now, move! I’m going in the house!” I pushed his ass one more time, and this time, he let me go.
“Ima leave because you feeling yourself. I had every intention of dragging your ass back home, but I honestly couldn’t give a fuck now. I’m liable to punch you in your mouth tonight, so to keep myself from getting a domestic charge, Ima bounce,” he voiced then himself off the car and prepared to walk away.
Call me crazy, but the fact that he wasn’t even fighting for me and was so quick to walk away, that shit angered me. So here’s the part where I talk my shit.
“Go! Go and fuck them bitches like you always do. You just looking for me to give you a reason to stick your dick in another bitch. I hate you!” I spat.
He let out a sarcastic laugh and shrugged.
“Ima do that. Ima fuck a bitch that ain’t as fuckin’ bipolar as your ass. Go in the house before I break your fuckin’ neck!” he barked to me.
Hearing him say that he was going to fuck another bitch tonight crushed me, so because he took it there, I was going to be the one to put the icing on the cake.
“And while you’re fuckin’ that bitch, I’m going to be in the house, on the computer, making an appointment to kill this baby, just like I did the last one. Fuck you!” I screamed.
Before I even had time to pick up my foot and walk away, he was on my ass and slamming me on the hood of my car. If I wasn’t scared before, I was definitely scared now. I looked at him and saw so much anger. I saw hatred in his eyes. As mad as I could tell that he was, I also saw a bit of hurt too. While he had me pinned against the car, I heard the front door open, and my mama came out. I could see her from where I was, and she was in her pajamas with her scarf on her head.
“Alright, that’s enough! Monterius, get off her!” I heard my mama say as she made her way down the three porch steps.
“Yo, you killed my child, Twinkle?” he asked.
The way he asked me, I swear it broke my heart. I couldn’t even answer him, so I looked away. When I did that, his hands went around my neck, and he squeezed the shit out of it to the point that I couldn’t even breathe. Tears fell from my eyes, and I used my long nails to pry his hands from around my neck. My mama was behind him too, trying to pull him off me, but this nigga had the strength of a beast.
Just when I felt like I was going to lose all my air supply, he let me go, and my body dropped. I fell on my
ass, and he stood in front of me, pulling me by the front of my shirt.
“You had an abortion before, Twinkle, from a baby that you carried for me?” he asked again.
While crying, I nodded my head.
“We weren’t ready, and—”
“Did you fuckin’ discuss that shit with me? Don’t you sit yo’ spiteful ass here and try to validate the fuck shit that you pulled. Wasn’t ready, how? We got money, ain’t it? We got a place for a baby to stay, ain’t it? You foul as fuck, with your vindictive ass. You sit here and do all of this fuckin’ crying, talking about a nigga steady hurting you, but you go and kill my fuckin’ baby. This break that you so desperately want, you got it. Only thing is, this ain’t no break! This shit is permanent.
“On my mama, I’m done, ma. If you pregnant right now like say you are, and you kill this one, I’m telling you right here in front of yo’ mama that I will fuckin’ murder your ass. Oh, and by the way, the night that you accused me of being out fuckin’ a bitch, I was out trappin’. When I was on my way home, a bitch hit me up, telling me that she carrying my son. I went over there to confront her, and I was going to tell you that shit, but you never even gave a nigga a chance to. If that’s my son, then I guess I got two babies on the way. What was that you just told me a few minutes ago? You hate me, right? Well, looks like I hate yo’ ass too!” he spat and then walked off.
Pulling my knees up to my chest, I burst into tears because I knew for a fact that I’d lost him this time. We were definitely done. I cried for that, and I cried because he told me that he possibly had another baby on the way.
