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I looked down, and each time his dick went in and out of me, I saw the blood on the condom. He’d popped my cherry. I was no longer a virgin. I cried from that and from how good he was making my body feel. This time, I knew he was about to cum with me. I felt it in the way he sped up his strokes and the way he moaned my name.
My legs shook, and I felt like I was on cloud nine. Shortly after, I exploded again.
The second he finished, I crawled away from him, moved out of the bed, and got on my hands and knees. I put my hands on the edge of the bed, folded them, and instantly started to pray. The whole time I was praying, I could hear Billionaire laughing from his side of the bed.
“What you praying for?” he asked once I was done, but I ignored him.
I regretted nothing that I had done, but now, all of a sudden, it just left me scared. Scared for what was to come between him and me. With Billionaire being the first guy I ever let in, I knew that I would be so worried now about getting hurt. Yeah, he already told me he wouldn’t hurt me, but it wouldn’t be me if I didn’t overthink everything. I didn’t speak on it because I knew he hated it when I doubted his intentions.
I climbed back into the bed and lay on my side, facing him. It felt like he was still inside of me. I remember my sister telling me that sex was okay, but sex with Billionaire was everything. I actually wouldn’t mind exploring him again, but I couldn’t when I had just prayed, begging God to forgive me for going against the promise I had made to him years ago.
Billionaire was staring at me, probably waiting for me to say something, but I said nothing. My head rested on my arms, and I didn’t even realize I was crying until I felt a big teardrop hit me on my arm.
“You regret it?” he asked.
“No,” I told him as I wiped my face.
“So, what the fuck is you crying for then?” he asked.
Tears still fell from my eyes as I shrugged because I really didn’t know. I mean, I was scared now, but I didn’t want to tell him that.
“I’m about to hop in the shower. You trippin’. I thought what we just shared was fuckin’ beautiful,” he said, and then stood up from the bed.
I watched as he went into the bathroom, and soon, I heard the shower turn on. Five minutes later, I stood up from the bed and joined him in the bathroom. I limped into the bathroom because even as I was walking, it still felt like he was buried inside of me.
Billionaire was in the shower, standing under the showerhead, letting the water beat down on his back. I went over to the glass sliding door and slid it back then stepped inside with him. He said nothing, so I figured I would speak first.
“I’m sorry. All this is new to me. I enjoyed what we did too, but Billionaire, at the same time, I’m so scared. I don’t want to get hurt. I don’t want you to prove my daddy right,” I told him, and he sucked his teeth.
I knew he wanted to jump down my throat, but he chose not to. He pretended that I wasn’t even in the shower with him as he all but ignored me. Eventually, I walked over and wrapped my arms around him, allowing the water to beat down on me. Hugging him tightly, I placed kisses on his chest.
“I love you,” I said, sharing my true feelings.
“That’s the only reason I’m crying. I love you, and I want it to work. That’s all. Don’t be mad at me,” I said, not even looking up at him because I feared he wouldn’t feel the same about me.
“I love you too, Normani. I knew I loved you for a while now. When I say that I got you, I mean that shit. I’m going to prove your daddy to be a liar. I won’t hurt you, and I’m putting that shit on my kids,” he said, and then he lifted me in his arms.
My arms went around his neck as he backed me up to the shower wall while still holding me in his arms. It happened so fast. His dick went back inside me sooo fast.
“A condommmm, Billionaireeee,” I moaned once he started bouncing me.
“I
ain’t going to get you pregnant. At least not yet,” was all he said before he gave me the best five minutes of my life in his shower.
Something about tonight let me know he would not pick up another condom and use it on me again. I could see it in his eyes when he was stroking me; just that fast, he’d already gotten too comfortable.
“Girl, your dumb ass better be lucky Billion’s psycho ass didn’t fuckin’ kill you for pulling some shit like this. What the hell is wrong with you, Denim? Do you not know that bitches who pull shit like this end up fuckin’ dead? Both Billion and Reggie are street niggas! What the hell do you think is going to happen once Reggie finds out that Khari is his daughter, and you been letting another nigga believe that she’s his for all these fuckin’ years? Reggie don’t have shit to lose like Billion does, so he may actually be the one to kill your ass. Then, what you think is going to happen between Billion and Reggie once they cross paths? For one, you should know that Reggie is going to come for Khari, and Billionaire isn’t going to give that little girl up, even if she isn’t his. Them two niggas will try to find a way to kill each other. I don’t think you thought this shit through,” my mama snapped on me.
She had popped up unannounced at my house about ten minutes ago, after not being able to contact me for a whole week. Ever since the party, I’d been hiding out in my apartment from the entire world. I was embarrassed, I was angry, and I felt like I had failed so many people.
Initially, when I came up with this stupid ass plan to just let Billion believe that Khari was his, I knew the consequences that could come from this, but when you’re searching for personal gain, you don’t think about the backlash. I mean, you do, but you try to ignore it out of selfishness. I knew how crazy Billion was, and I knew that if this news ever got out to him, he would more than likely try to kill me. However, this was one thing I thought I would be able to take with me to the grave.
I couldn’t get the look of anger and hurt from Billionaire out of my head. It broke my heart when I saw a street nigga like Billionaire cry because I’d never seen that nigga shed a fuckin’ tear. I didn’t even think his ass had any tear ducts. He took Khari away from me like he told me he would, and I haven’t seen my baby or heard from her since the party. Of course, I didn’t have the balls to call him because there was no telling what he would say. Plus, I feared for my life, and I didn’t want to say the wrong thing and set him off, then he finishes the job.
I felt so dirty for doing this. My secret was exposed in front of Billionaire, his parents, Twinkle, and Monterius. I could only imagine the way they were more than likely judging me. Whatever they were calling me, I definitely deserved it.
“Ma, you can stop yelling at me! Damn! I know I fucked up, and you ain’t making it no better!” I screamed through my tears.
