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"Play," said Jim, his eyes shining with fascination, as he saw a large boy kick a small boy and the small boy kick a smaller boy to even things up.
"Play, daddy."
"Come along, Jim, you’ll never get in that mess if I can help it." Underhill tugged the small arm firmly.
"I want to play." Jim was beginning to blubber now. His eyes were melting out of his face and his face was becoming a wrinkled orange of color.
Some of the children heard the crying and glanced over. Underhill had the terrible sense of watching a den of foxes suddenly startled and looking up from the white, hairy ruin of a dead rabbit. The mean yellow-glass eyes, the conical chins, the sharp white teeth, the dreadful wiry hair, the brambly sweaters, the iron-colored hands covered with a day’s battle-stains. Their breath moved out to him, dark licorice and mint and juicy-fruit so sickeningly sweet, so combined as to twist his stomach. And over this the hot mustard smell of someone tolerating an early chest cold; the greasy stink of flesh smeared with hot comphorous salves cooking under a flannel sheath. All these cloying, and somehow depressing, odors of pencils, chalk, grass and slateboard erasers, real or imagined, summoned old memory in an instant. Popcorn mortared their teeth, and green jelly showed in their sucking, blowing nostrils. God! God!
They saw Jim, and he was new to them. They said not a word, but a Jim cried louder and Underhill, by main force, dragged him like a cement bag along the walk, the children followed with their glowing eyes. Underhill felt like pushing his fist at them and crying, "You little beasts, you won’t get my son!"
And then, with beautiful irrelevance, the boy at the top of the bluemetal slide, so high he seemed almost in a mist, far away, the boy with the somehow familiar face, called out to him, waving and waving.
"Hello, Charlie . . .!"
Underhill paused and Jim stopped crying.
"See you later, Charlie . . .!"
And the face of the boy way up there on that high and very lonely slide was suddenly like the face of Thomas Marshall, an old business friend who lived just around the block, but whom he hadn’t seen in years.
"See you later, Charlie."
Later, later? What did the fool boy mean?
"I know you, Charlie!" called the boy. "Hi!"
"What?" gasped Underhill.
"Tomorrow night, Charlie, hey!" And the boy fell off the slide and lay choking for breath, face like a white cheese from the fall, while children jumped him and tumbled over.
Underhill stood undecided for five seconds or more, until Jim thought to cry again and then, with the golden fox eyes upon them, in the first chill of autumn, he dragged Jim all the way home.
The next afternoon Mr. Underhill finished at the office early and took the three o’clock train, arriving out in Green Town at three-twenty-five, in plenty of time to drink in the brisk rays of the autumnal sun. Strange how one day it is suddenly autumn, he thought. One day it is summer and the next, how could you measure or tell it? Something about the temperature or the smell? Or the sediment of age knocked loose from your bones during the night and circulating in your blood and heart, giving you a slight tremble and a chill? A year older, a year dying, was that it?
He walked up toward the Playground, planning the future. It seemed you did more planning in autumn than any other season. This had to do with dying, perhaps. You thought of death and you automatically planned. Well, then, there was to be a tutor for Jim, that was positive; none of those horrible schools for him. It would pinch the bank account a bit, but Jim would at least grow up a happy boy. They would pick and choose his friends. Any slambang bullies would be thrown out as soon as they so much as touched Jim. And as for this Playground? Completely out of the question!
"Oh hello, Charles."
He looked up suddenly. Before him, at the entrance to the wire enclosure, stood his sister. He noted instantly that she called him Charles, instead of Charlie. Last night’s unpleasantness had not quite evaporated. "Carol, what’re you doing here?"
She flushed guiltily and glanced in through the fence.
"You didn’t," he said.
His eyes sought among the scrabbling, running, screaming children. "Do you mean to say . . .?"
His sister nodded, half amused. "I thought I’d bring him early—"
"Before I got home, so I wouldn’t know, is that it?"
"That was it."
"Good God, Carol, where is he?"
"I just came to see."
"You mean you left him there all afternoon?"
