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I begin to head back to my apartment, but I’m barely concentrating.
August has such an effect on me that I feel barely present. I’m locked in thoughts of her and the things I want to do to her. I groan quietly, feeling overcome by this beast that’s been unleashed inside me. I guess it was always there, lying dormant, waiting for her to come along.
Now, I understand why I’ve never felt desire before. August is the only one who can coax it out of me, and I was just waiting for her to reenter my life. Not as the girl I once knew, but as this goddess of a woman. The woman I’m determined to make mine.
When I make it back to my apartment, I shrug off my clothes, stand naked in my bedroom and stare at myself in the mirror. My hard cock is throbbing now, desperate for August. I wish now that I hadn’t let her walk away, that she was here with me. She could make this agony go away with just one touch. Her kiss would solve every problem in the world.
But I don’t want to scare her off. This intensity that I’m feeling might be too much for her, young and innocent as she is. I have to play the long game if I want her to be mine forever.
But this feeling is so overwhelming that it’s agonizing.
I could pleasure myself and make it all go away, but I don’t want that. I don’t want to feel a release ever again unless it’s from being inside her. The next time I come, it’s going to be in her tight pussy, her mouth, or on those luscious, ample tits of hers. She’s going to be the one to make it happen, not me alone in my room, fantasizing about the woman of my dreams.
It’ll be painful to wait, but it’ll be worth it. Because when I finally get my release, when she finally touches me, it’ll be the best moment of my life.
The moment I’ve waited for for so long.
Chapter Three
August
I can barely believe what just happened. I walk home in a daze, unable to understand how a man like Ethan would ever give me the time of day. I’ve loved him from afar for so long, and now, all of a sudden, I’m in his sights.
He seemed like he genuinely wanted to catch up with me, to take me out to dinner, to fly me home, just the two of us.
Am I getting ahead of myself by thinking this might actually mean he wants me? I think I must be. He’s the smartest, most handsome, enigmatic man I’ve ever known. In what world would he fall for me, the curvy girl with nothing to offer him, but my love?
It still baffles me that he’s single. I checked for a ring when he was talking to me, but there was no sign that he’s taken. That means he’s up for grabs. But still, that doesn’t mean he’d want me. Besides everything else, I’m still his best friend’s daughter. Loving me is far too dangerous for him if he wants to maintain that friendship.
I sigh as I arrive back at my apartment. I guess it’s going to be a long wait until tomorrow night when I eventually find out whether he’s interested or not. I curse as I realize I forgot to ask for his number, meaning I won’t be able to contact him before then. I’m such an idiot.
I guess I could ask my dad for his number. I remember him saying that Ethan isn’t on social media, so that’s a bust. But I really don’t want to ask my dad anything about Ethan. I’ve been terrified for years that he’d find out that I’m in love with his best friend. If he found out, he’d be enraged. The world as we know it would probably implode.
So I guess it’s a good thing that I have to keep my distance for now. It gives me a bit of time to get a grip.
Before tomorrow, I need to learn to control my feelings for him. This fantasy of mine can never work. The sooner I realize that, the better. Because even if by some miracle Ethan did fall for me, there would be far too many obstacles in our way. There’s so much risk in letting our feelings take over us, and I don’t know whether Ethan would be willing to make that kind of sacrifice for me.
I’m just not worth it.
I stand in front of the mirror in my bedroom, looking at myself, and try to imagine how I look through Ethan’s eyes. Does he see all my flaws? Does he see my curves as a blessing or a curse? Does he see me as a beautiful young woman or just a naive little girl who has fallen for someone out of her league?
