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I was raised around bikes and bikers my whole life, and drawn to the unique style. It wasn’t for everyone, but it sure as hell was for me. I lived for the daisy dukes, the tattoos, and the motorcycle memorabilia that came with the lifestyle. It was a world that brought me comfort, and a fashion sense that allowed me to be myself, without limits or boundaries. It was an attitude I rocked, a moral code I lived by, and now I wanted to make it my contribution to the world.

I wanted to have a clothing store as well as a patch shop, where I could take in people's leather and lace and bring it to life. I wanted to reach out to a community I admired, and offer quality clothing at an affordable price. These were my people and I wanted to cater to them. Where most people were put off by the biker life, I was exhilarated by it.

There were just two things stopping me: lack of money and those damn demons in my head telling me how much of a fool I was for trying to amount to anything.

Screw you, demons! I’ll show you.

So I had to stick it out at this dingy bar long enough to save up the money I needed.

“Emma! Throw me a drink!”

Rolling my eyes, I bent down beneath the bar and grabbed a beer. My mother was here, and not for the chance to visit her daughter at work, or to commend her for working her ass off to make ends meet. No, my mom had other things to worry about, like the young men at the bar. Gross, I know.

I was over my mother’s cougar ways. She was a forty-something-year-old woman trying to lure in twenty-something-year-old boys who had hard-ons for easy women in leather. She came in here wanting free drinks because her daughter worked behind the damn bar, and if I didn’t get her free drinks, then I conveniently found myself locked out of the fucking house.

“I’ll put it on your tab!” I said as I slid the beer down to her.

But all she did was laugh, like I had cracked a funny joke.

She was already talking with a poor young soul who didn't even look old enough to be in the bar in the first place. She was smiling and leaning on his shoulder, as he settled his hands on her hips. It was disgusting. The woman had no business preying on young men the way she did. She was desperate, and she was drama, and she was the reason why I took all the hours at the bar – that plus my goal to start my shop.

There were days when I never even slept. I would volunteer to come in during the morning hours to clean and set up. Then I would bartend all through the night. It would get me out of the house, earn me extra cash, and get me closer to finally moving myself out of the hell hole I was living in. If things went my way, then I would purchase a building that had a secondary loft over it, and I could live right above my business. It was my dream, and thanks to years of saving up I was so close I could taste it.

“Gimme a shot!”

I panned my gaze up and saw my mother sitting on a stool in front of me. She was back for more liquor.

“You got any cash?” I asked.

“You know the drill, sweetheart. Put it on my tab,” she said with a wink.

I wasn’t ready to fight with my mother tonight. I had already worked that morning, and I needed a place to sleep tonight, so I poured her a shot for free.

“Come on. You can do better than that. I know my only child won’t just leave me hanging” she said.

One shot became two, and two became four. I could see my manager already giving me looks, so I made it seem as if I was actually putting it on her tab. I went over to the register and punched it in, sighing as I looked at the total. My mother had already racked up close to thirty dollars in drinks I knew she wouldn’t pay for, and if I wasn’t careful, that bill would come out of my paycheck.

She tossed it back and swallowed it down. I saw her eyes scanning the crowd, probably looking for that hot piece of young ass she had her hands on earlier. He was standing in the corner with some other woman, and I saw the fire in my mom’s eyes flare up. This poor boy had no idea whose attention he had attracted, and I found myself watching as my mother drunkenly stumbled over to him.

But my entertainment was interrupted by a voice I wanted to hear.

“Mom at it again?” Lindy asked.

“Sweet fuck, I didn’t know you were working tonight.”

I threw my arms around my best friend before drinks started being called out for us to make.

“Mackie called in sick, so here I am. And not a moment too soon, I see.”

Her eyes were looking over at my mother who had slipped herself between the young girl and the guy who had his hands on her earlier.

“That poor boy doesn’t know what he’s in for,” I said.

“Maybe she won’t cause a scene tonight,” Lindy said.

“My mother causes a scene every fucking night,” I said as I started grabbing drinks. “It’s just what happens.”

“So! Where are we with our clothing store bank account?” Lindy asked, trying to steer my mind away

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