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Happy? I had given up the notion of happiness twenty-five years ago. “I’m not being self-defeating. This is just a fact. She deserves better.”
Hell, she deserved the best. Unfortunately, that wasn’t me.
“What could be better for a woman than a man who loves her? You do love her, don’t you?”
Did I? I didn’t know what that kind of love was. I had no frame of reference. I was used to taking what women offered. I had never given them anything in return.
And then it hit me like a house falling on my head. That was the problem with Jade. I didn’t want to just take from her. I wanted to give everything back to her as well, and I didn’t think I was capable of it. I hungered for her, longed for her. Was that love?
“I don’t know,” I said honestly.
“Don’t you think you owe it to yourself to figure out what your feelings are for this woman?”
I stayed silent.
“Don’t you think about her at all?”
Again, I stayed silent.
“Look, son, take a look at your life. Maybe it hasn’t been a joyful one, and I’m sure sorry about that. But there have to be moments of contentedness. Sift through the crap. Find those moments. When have you felt the most content?”
I smiled. I actually smiled at this old man who was the wisest person I’d met a long time.
“I’ve been the most content when I’ve been with her.” I stood.
“Now where are you off to?”
“I’m going home. But before I do, give me your address, Mike.”
“Whatever for?”
“You’ve helped me a lot. I’d like to send you something in gratitude.”
He scribbled something on a napkin and laughed. “Well. I won’t turn that down. It’s been great talking to you, Talon. I honestly do wish you happiness in the rest of your life.”
The road would be rough and icy, but maybe I could trudge along and find happiness.
One thing I knew. By tomorrow evening, Mike would have a case of the good stuff delivered to his door.
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Jade
“Where the hell did you find this?” Jonah held the birth certificate, his eyes blazing.
“Jade and I did some investigating.”
“What the fuck?”
I warmed all over. This was clearly a family moment. I felt totally out of place. If a hole had swallowed me up, I would have been glad.
“Yeah.”
r /> “Damn it, Marj, this isn’t funny. Tell me where you found this.”
“In the crawl space in the basement. Those old boxes of Dad’s that you always told me were nothing of importance.”
“They’re not.”
