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It was just sex.
But she didn’t do just sex.
She wasn’t sure which was worse—the fact that she’d done something so reckless in the first place or the fact that she desperately wanted to do it again.
Oh, help!
What had she been thinking? And she knew the answer to that, of course. She hadn’t been thinking at all. All right, so Andreas was the sexiest man she’d ever laid eyes on but at the same time this was her, and she just didn’t behave like that. She’d never been interested in sex outside the confines of a serious relationship.
But, then, she’d never experienced good sex before tonight, she acknowledged wryly, opening her eyes and taking a deep breath. Suddenly she was aware of what she’d been missing all her life.
So what happened now?
She wasn’t stupid enough to believe that Andreas wanted anything other than a short-term relationship. She was just an interesting diversion to him.
But that just wasn’t going to work for her.
She liked him. A lot.
And, given a chance, she knew that it could be more than a lot.
Shaken by the intensity of what had happened between them, she knew that it wasn’t an experience that she could risk repeating. Sooner or later she’d end up being seriously hurt. She knew that she couldn’t enjoy that sort of physical closeness with a man without it developing into an emotional closeness, and that was something that Andreas wouldn’t want.
Neither did she, Libby reminded herself firmly. She didn’t want it either.
Which meant that she had to move on and pretend that it had never happened. Yes, that was it. She just needed to pretend that it had never happened. Isn’t that what people did after one-night stands? They just went their separate ways and never referred to ‘it’ again.
She groaned. Unfortunately, ‘it’ was something that she was never going to forget. And working with Andreas every day just made things doubly difficult.
She ran a hand over her face, wondering whatever could have possessed her to do something quite so stupid.
But she knew what had happened.
She’d been overwhelmed by the chemistry between them, seduced by his warmth and his breathtaking sex appeal. He had an amazing way of making her feel as though she were the only woman in the world.
As if he really cared.
In fact, she’d been so overwhelmed it would have been all too easy to convince herself that he really felt something for her.
Which was utterly ridiculous.
She sucked in a breath and gave herself a sharp talking-to.
She was becoming delusional. Seduced by the romance of the evening. She needed to go home to the familiarity of her flat before she did something stupid.
Having made the decision, she slid out of the ladies’ toilets with the minimum of fuss and made her
way up the stairs, walking purposefully in the hope that no one would stop her.
They didn’t and within minutes she was at the front of the hotel and hailing a taxi.
She stepped into the cab with a feeling of relief, pushing away the feeling of guilt that Andreas would still be waiting for her on the terrace.
He’d probably be a bit annoyed with her at first, but he wouldn’t mind that much. To him it had just been a one-night stand.
He was surrounded by women who were desperate to get their claws into him, so losing her wasn’t going to matter to him, was it?
She wasn’t coming back.
